SimplyMi

JACINTA 7TEEN x2 BDAY + 1 special butty

2011-06-18T01:53:00.009+08:00

How're you guy doing out there?

I believe all my readers/friends had left this space of mine where I rant & express my thoughts. This year had been full of surprises which I had went through much "UP"s & "DOWN"s . Since I'm gonna start blogging again, hopefully I'll not stop. Afterall I had always enjoyed blogging.

I promise to blog again for Jacinta, my buddy, whose 7TEEN Birthday had just past not too long ago. ... ... ...

This is one awesome looking group shot which I truely loved it, mainly because the Singapore's landscape icon is there! MBS!

On the side note, can you spot me? I did gain some 福 becoming kindda obese. Hopefully to do something about my body and health. I will share about it maybe in my next post how had I been during this long break without blogging.

My friends had all changed to be more pretty, handsome and most importantly, a more confident person as we had all graduated from our secondary school East Spring Secondary. As usual, some had left and moved on while others are still closely in touch.

Also as you can see from the picture above 3 of my guy friends who dyed their hair were caught by e ma-ta (police) for looking beng (gangsters) I guess. The officers are not in uniform somemore, looking very demanding and fierce. Derek then went ahead to ask them why and also got recorded by the police officers. W-T-F!

It was sth like, because there was a stabbing incident before so to prevent more such cases from happening my innocent-beng-looking friends got checked and questioned like criminals. Not as if by recording all the beng-looking people will solve the gang-fighting incidents. This incident simply annoyyed everyone but the movie "Kung Fu Panda 2" did brought us lots of laughters to celebrate my dear bud's bday.

Ding Yuan & Bang Xiang were HIGH that day

TIRED day & on her exact BDAY we had an mini celebration.

Special guest was HUI YING! her primary school classmate buddy

& so e 17th yr old teared.

Really appreciate to have such a understanding patience out-going friend for the past 4 years, really spent alot of effort to make her 17th really happening but it was still ALRIGHT! 18 will be a more sinificant year for everyone, I'm so SEXCITED~

Really loved to be back but the blogging template and format + the uploading of pictures are all giving me loads of problems. Hope to solve it soon and will be blogging more often with more pictures (not like this post) ! The rest of the pictures are in FACEBOOK.

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等待

2011-04-17T00:17:00.002+08:00

陳奕 - 等待

SMY

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Run Devil Run...

2010-12-22T23:53:00.002+08:00

Which version of Run Devil Run do you prefer?

KE$HA or SNSD

Ke$ha - Run Devil Run

SNSD - Run Devil Run

Being obsessed with Ke$ha's clubbing songs, I stumbled across this song "Run Devil Run" which was similar to SNSD's. I was like "WTF?!" when I saw all the comments in Youtube saying *who* is copying *whose* song and stuff.

To my curious, I went to check up in the net (yahoo) and realised that SNSD/SM entertainment didn't copy from Ke$ha. Ke$ha made a demo version of this song and SM bought it legally instead. Ke$ha NEVER release this song, and the song is a LEAKED song after SNSD released their's.

I was kindda disappointed as Ke$ha's version is totally NOT BAD at all! She should have keep it for herself and release in her Animal/Cannibal album! However, at least Ke$ha's version was leaked for the public to listen :D

So back to the question, which version do you like?

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im AWESO'ME'

2010-12-13T03:35:00.003+08:00

Life been busy.

I'm gonna make THIS happen for the ones who I care & myself.

Going back to my dear StarHub while continuing my Sushi Tei together with SMY. May things go smoothly in life for now and after all I never felt happier. a BIG THANK YOU to BangBang Jacinta Hadianti Cassandra & Casper to allow me to see life clearer. Hence I'm having new aims in life which I'll say in my NEW YEAR RESOLUTION! (reveal it when 2010 end :P )

I'm gonna flush down the BULLSH!T which I faced & forget those stupid little fcukers. I gave up. Life still goes on and I realised that it not that I care but in fact it more of them spoiling my BIG PLAN.

SEXcited for my 21th DEC X'MAS P@RTY!

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SSCM2010

2010-12-08T02:57:00.008+08:00

Singapore Standard Chartered Marathon 2010

Had to take MRT to City Hall with munmun because the rest pangseh us for Sherman's daddy car. Not surprising, like other Singaporeans, we're late but this time it not my fault. It's Jerome, wearing some casual wear to meet us.

This year is my 1st year running Standard Chartered. It is Singapore biggest marathon event which attracted a total of 60,000 people to participate. I'm pretty SEXcited, however my 10km run was more of a "squeezing your way out" Marathon because it was too pack. So I'm definitely slower than my previous timing, which was kind of disappointing.

ME ROME MEN

While running around the city district of Singapore, I enjoyed my visual "sight seeing" experience in the run. There were many camera men stationed all round and snapped 2 shots of me which I thought it looked FUGLY because of my FAT thigh.

Just post up for fun then.

Credit to "Marathon Photos"

started late so end late. BUT left even later.

BULLSH!T happen, stupid little fcukers.

I swear I missed running with Allan during my very 1st virgin marathon during my 2008 Real Run. I'm so goona train harder for the future marathon ahead! Next On, I'm gonna try taking on 21km.

Running is fun, healthy and also able to help you destress, so start today. Don't be a LOSER who give up easily. If you don't take the 1st step, you will NEVER will.

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Many BULLSH!T happened recently and I can't make myself to treat it as nothing had happened. When my new year start, new priorities in life and FCUK those little fcukers. I will care to those who care.

X'mas P@RTY next till I shall bid "GOOD bye" to my "friends".

I'm crushed like in sec1, it hard to heal, never again I want to feel like this.

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Don't go

2010-12-02T23:41:00.003+08:00

"Where Did You Go?"

There's an empty room full of memories,

And everywhere I look, it's where we used to be.

It's like a photograph,

A moment froze in time,

I'm staring at your face, even when I close my eyes.

Oh oh, where'd you go?

I thought you'd never leave,

Oh oh, should have known,

How much you mean to me.

Oh oh, where you are is where I wanna be,

So, it's a shame that you'll never really know.

I wish I could go back,

And be with you again.

'Cos there's so many things I should have said,

When I had you listening.

As close as we were then, as far as we are now,

As much as this won't change a thing,

You've got me calling out...

Oh oh, where'd you go?

I thought you'd never leave,

Oh oh, should have known,

How much you mean to me.

Oh oh, where you are is where I wanna be,

So, it's a shame that you'll never really know.

Now was it ever meant to last?

The candles burned from yesterday,

The past is over, gone ahead

And watch the glow just fade away.

I can't run to catch my breath,

I can't hide to see what's left,

The plans, the hopes, the dreams, the tears,

All disappeared...

Oh oh, where'd you go?

I thought you'd never leave,

Oh oh, should have known,

How much you mean to me.

Oh oh, where you are is where I wanna be,

So, it's a shame that you'll never really know.

Oh oh, where'd you go?

I thought you'd never leave,

Oh oh, should have known,

How much you mean to me.

Oh oh, where you are is where I wanna be,

So, it's a shame that you'll never really know.

So, it's a shame that you'll never really know...

It's a shame that I never really showed.

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I'm Lost. again

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F-G-H :D

2010-12-01T18:31:00.006+08:00

Click picture for clearer image

Everything is changing as time pass. The above image was my profile introduction during my final year in my primary school. I was such a "twit" at that time. While everything is changing around me all these while, there something in my heart that is irreplaceable. It was you, you know who you are. (I guess)

According to my previous post about work, I am getting really tired of FNB business! I cannot take the pressure of being ordered around and serving those impolite customers. I feel like giving up and walked away with her**.

I had fallen ill recently too. I been really lousy, life had never been so lonely and bored. Just when you thought it was a new start in life after your major examination, it was the beginning of boredom. Maybe because I'm losing faith in someone after I saw something in the person's FB made me to feel so demoralised.

10 years, not a very short period of time, but for a wait and fear of losing... it suck?

Maybe it's time, although the hope been dashed.

A lovely picture during the peak of my secondary school life

After a few outings after my O's, I feel I get to understand two of my not so close friends and felt that they are a "Player". A "player" such as a person who you can really hang out with and get FUN + GOOFY + HIGH :D While the unfortunate stuffs are peepoos who act like "Animals" are pissing me off, while hurting a few middleman.

Craps away, I shall grow some balls & confess.

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BACK!

2010-11-21T02:00:00.003+08:00

BACK from all the O's examinations & "P@RTY"

I'm back from where I belong after not blogging for such a long period of time.

SWEET 16teen allow one to finally find a job to work. Many are rushing out to the society to work & get a taste of what hardship is really are. Totally HATE those who take "working" more important than "friends". However even you found a job, don't be too happy yet. The nightmare is just about to begin as it sucks all your time up.

I had been with Allianz Venture (AV) a company working for StarHub since I were in secondary 2, doing door to door & mini roadshow job. My definition for roadshow, 2 Big A2 size StarHub's advertisement board. When I were in secondary 3 with much more experiences on hand, I had the opportunity to work in major exhibition representing StarHub in the sale team. AWESOME deal.

NOW 2010 I finally graduated and would like to interview working directly for StarHub. I was reject probably because they already had enough peepoos. Although I missed the most "flexible timing" job, AV, I'm moving on to FNB business @ Sushi Tei with SMY. With a proper job, I can already expecting the work to suck off all my "FREEDOM".

I hope to multi-task to work with my old-pal AV while I'm with Sushi Tei.

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RANTED all my feeling about life, "work".

As for blogging, I'm looking out for somebutty to make a pretty personalized blogskin for me. Anyone? I know I never get my favourable answer, I shall continue try making or search for some talent to make for me. *at the most I pay him/her*

that's all for now; stay tune.

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CKPS TEACHER DAY~

2010-09-01T00:09:00.003+08:00

HAPPY TEACHER DAY @ CKPS!

Thank ms Juliana for the picture!

After teacher day celebration @ ESSS, went to meet PeiJing and headed to CKPS to meet our dearest "god-bless-you" Mrs Doris Goh! :D

It was AWESOME that she is still teaching despite she had already retired at 2006 my P6 year. Last year was boring because she was not in school, so we went to the basketball court to slack around. This year was cool as many still came back together at CKPS!

"CKPS 6B 06" had the most number of students who came back too which gave me a very heartwarming feeling! Those who never come like Duckie QUEK arh, you all should be guilty! :P

As usual in my primary school days, I was always mixing around with my 6A & 6C peers. Hence feeling guilty for not talking much to my 6B mates.

The atmosphere was great! The feeling back here with all the familiar faces were absolutely cool to catch up with each other. I can still remember all the nickname which I had given to some friends, such as "Guitar" and my P6 seating partner, " BIG CHEEKS!".

Then he was like taller than me and asked me in a pissed tone, " Are you still pinching people cheeks in secondary school? So cute so cute... -.-"!" Oops :X

Then I saw JEREMY HONG with a iphone 4G like ERIC NIANG-NIANG!

YTD took it while shopping @ Orchard!

After visiting CKPS, I tagged along with my old soccer gang to a street soccer court and watch them play. Angie and Godric then came with a basketball, so MeiJin ZiQin joined in for BBALL. Totally AWESOME, MeiJin & ZiQin coordination was great like before and MeiJin is actually East View BBALL's CAPTAIN LEY! siao siao

It felt like the good old day during primary school time where we go to play soccer/sport and have some fun. It totally stress-free with much joy surrounding us, the innocent looking ones :D teehee... I really enjoyed my day a lot!

--- THE DAY BEFORE---

It was a shopping spree to buy all my overdue BDAY present because of the lack of time of PRELIM. Hence it a big sweep at CITY CENTRAL & TOWN, and going back for more @ Orchard to grab some goodies :D

I'm simply helping to boost up the economy, THANKS ME!

I LOVE Niang's Iphone4 inner camera~

BLOGGING BACK!

& realised it the DNT coursework stressing me that I did not BLOG. :P

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DNT- the last month day hour min second

2010-08-28T23:55:00.006+08:00

At last with many scarifies for my DNT course work which the deadline was on the 27th August 6.00pm 2010, I finally completed my DNT work which consist of 3 main area - Artifact, Folio and Presentation Board. However there's still gaps and missing stuff in these 3 component. While the last part for my GEC O's level DNT, is the theory paper which comprise of the last 30% of my overall DNT's marks.

Gave up on my Prelims examinations, SMS, lappy, meal time, sleeping time just for THIS! I remembered the eve of the DNT deadline, there were people like DY ZH ZK Diana went to Vanessa's house to ton overnight and headed straight for school for the Prelim papers. While Ms Ng Jasmine JianHua n Johnathan stayed till 2am at Vanessa and headed home to rest. Not losing out, having the sleepy head nightcat nick, I started my DNT @ 9pm-6am and slept from 6am-7am! Daddy then kindly drove me to school.

After sleeping through my difficult papers which I simply can't attempt except for 2qn of A.maths, I headed straight to the DNT block and did my work. Cassandra was then the 1st to be there to help me as requested some of my closest buddies to help out. The cleaning of artefact, scanning through of my folio, editing my papers work, colouring it, snapping pictures, providing the clothes and hangers for my photoshoot... it were all the efforts of my buddies who were there to help!

Honestly speaking, I really will not have anytime to do these as I did not even completely fully on my other aspect of my work. These pictures below were the photos taken and thanks whoever who modeled for my product which out of 40+ pictures taken, less than 10 were pasted in my folio due to the constrain of time. :(

However here still some lovely pictures to share!

Presenting my product which I had worked for months: 360degree Apparel

Niang: Which tees look chio?

THANK TO MR ERIC KOH!

(my teacher in-charge)

Milling

Burning

Cinema 4D Expert

These were mainly what he guide me through in the DNT course work. The most helpful thing was that he gave me assistance in doing the Cinema 4D to generate out my product model, hence I need not draw out my product like the others :X

A great "funny" teacher to work with. However if only he can put in more time and concentration to help me, maybe I can sore to a greater height in this project. Because it seemed the females gain more help from him, this can be seen from the number of finished artefacts 3 days before deadline. Girls were 0 or less than 3? Guys were definitely more than 4?!

More pictures of my 360degree Apparel.

Harold Jovenn Bang n Niang SELECTING the apparels.

& here a funny scene captured behind Bang's freeze frame selection...

Looks behind what's happening behind Bang's selecting process...

LMAO the LOLOLOLOLOLOL~!!

After with much help from my lovable friends, I made my exit to the 2nd floor to do the finishing touch up for my folio from 3pm till 6pm. Being very free, my "dearest" mrERIC KOH took some picture of the class situation an hour before the deadline.

There's me chiong-ing like there's no tomorrow with Haikal Bonnie and Syafiq in the pic!

If mrERIC KOH you're viewing this, gimme a:

120/140

gan-xie-ni

That's all for now, till the next time for Hadi's celebration!

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CW TW bitch

2010-08-18T23:39:00.004+08:00

I looked like this today.

Today I witnessed disappointment surrounding many who received their Mother-Tongue O's level result. Feeling heavy hearted, I'm one of those who felt way low upon receiving my result. I was rather disappointed in my Oral+Listening component as I just passed it, it really not my normal standard and I know I did well in my oral... but WHY?!...

I dwell on and could not focus on my English Oral which I think I did averagely well and not to my best performance. So what over is OVER! + ED...

With much support by my closest oneS around me like my family ling ting cas jac smy, I gonna re-take my O's level Mother Tongue although the percentage% to advance to the next grade is really very hard because of the Oral pulling down me.

--- BUSY ---

Haven been updating this space for a period of time because of the heavy workload and the in-coming Prelim examinations. Just want to achieve my 2 A1 in DNT and E.Maths! and if can 1 more distinction from dunno where, LOL!

DNT deadline is approaching! ( I knew this is coming)

Countdown 8days!

I still have to manage both my DNT practical work and academic studies for these remaining pathetic days left. I'm all in for DNT as I already lost my distinction for my MT.

Really gonna be away from this space for another period of time.

So long, maybe will have some short update from time to time.

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Happy BBQ-BDAY CAss

2010-07-31T13:01:00.012+08:00

Happy 16th Birthday to Cassandra Ooi~

Individual picture with the shou-xin-po!

It was an awesome weekend with so much happening in life! Last weekend sat I woke up @ 7 in the morning! Then went down to the street soccer court for a game of soccer with the guys - men hao niang win kang gal... After the sweaty morning game I quickly rushed to TP for a talk about Engineering School.

It was nothing impressive with a spoiler of accompany. The only thing which sounded helpful was the senior who told us about AMS- the course that I'm interested.

Meet Bang and studied at Hans which he can't work out his $700 from his POA, before proceeding to meet Bradley to pick up the BBQ food at EZB. With a lousy morning talk at TP and feeling accomplish by doing some HW with Bang, I am so ready & HIGH for Cass's BDAY BBQ!

The ladies all ready! Jeannie the organiser of the day shyshy**

It was Jeannie 1st time planning an bday/gathering, to be honest everyone though it might be a failure gathering, but it was an AWESOME BBQ with good food and accompany with fellow peers.

The guys then tried to start the fire while waiting the queenie** to arrive.

@ work or slacking?

Suddenly we're told that Cass is coming; so we all getting ready & hide.

CAKE is readddddyyy~

Our very kind BDAY then play along with us as the surprise was bit of failure, so she walked few step back and walk to the BBQ pit again. then thank everyone after that especially our organiser who seemed to be stressing out for weeks because of this event. :D

Cutting of cake; where the BBQ start to rock!

This BBQ was a huge success where all the food were cooked so well-done without any burn* chao-ta and the taste was heavenly! especially the dory fish *MUACK!*

Also I felt the guys helped a lot in the cooking and it was very systematically, well done man! :D The harder which I thought, it was to maintain the freaking fire which we had wasted many fire starter :X

Grant job: lay the hotdogs nicely in orders! lmao

Bang teared 10 times because of the freaking smoke! I kena once.

Jasmine's favourite! Sambal Stingray

Also the BBQ we had some fun around the area, and the 3 guys Bang Jerome and Grant had some stupid burping contest which made them rather *HIGH*! Looking like some drunker; whom I tell myself not to bring them to clubbing next time or you will die :X

China Cabbage wanna use a ball to throw at me ><"

Cass and ME were tired after many jump shots

OKOKAY we're tired then we proceed to a few snapshot with the rest. Playground is always so fun with big kids like us. Nevertheless I still love my PL@YGROUND beside my block :P

At the last part of the night we played handiplus which leave a souvenir for each of us back home.

Lastly with handiplus:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASS~

bet everyone had loads of fun; also like what bang said...

"After O's don't forget each other, must keep in touch!"

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scroll down for more update...

2010-07-19T22:45:00.006+08:00

What Do You Want From Me

Life been pretty so-so. There are high & low, just like my "blueblackmi". The thoughts of changing the URL or shutting it down seemed sad but when the time comes, probably after O's I'm gonna do something about it.

As for life, I am contented but not myself for being such a lazy asshole. Also I have so many to UPDATES! I had attended a church wedding, shopping with niang niang & met up with my soccer gang for meals.

Since the hits are relatively low, I'm blogging purely for myself. It simply just a satisfaction. & i shall update on this post.

Had an awesome Jap's cuisine meal with niang niang!

I am so WOW-ed by niang that whenever he is out for shopping n stuff he always get to buy what he want at the end of the day. So we are at Marina Square which I had longed visited since I came with my St John for this year flag day.

LOVE this fourskin tee but it too large for me + no more stock :(

*off for listening O's level*

It had been very long since I updated.! Another week had pass again, time is running out, what am I doing with my life man. I really need to study already despite the "pull-down" mood by my peers. I can do it, I can...

So continuing with previous post, I went out with niang niang again and this time is to STICKY! He was attracted to the adver post from xiaxue, making us so wanting to go to Central to check what's all about!

STICKY was the most crowded in the entire mall!

We felt that central was like a deserted place where there were simply just a few souls loitering around the place. Probably the night is where this place SPARKLES!* so we did hang out around the place and Niang bought his Orange Sticky~

payment, with some sample at the counter.

Niang's ORANGE STICKY!

Saw Bella Dion & Zann the other day where they went to buy their so-called "Sticky" candy. So Hadi asked them to buy a lemon back, then we realised that they bought the "fake" brand of sticky. Too bad, but i think still taste alright although Jac say it taste bit of artificial.

Then we settle our lunch at billy bomers where Jacinta and I were attracted by their Cheese fondue however lesson was taught when Niang & I went to try their food. totally CHEESE PIE!

The scene opposite the restaurant looked chio though

Niang ordered Buffaloes Wing while I ordered the chesse fondue which I had to admit that KFC cheesy stuff tasted better than what I had. We then had a struggle with the hot-spicy wings & had the ok-ok fondue.

It an O-M-G meal!

Lots of plain water after the dam-hot-spicy wings make you FULL! Had to use our fingers too which explained why there so many tissue papers! LOL!

Rushed to Orchard fourskin to checkout for another similar tee where Marina Square branch do not have. So it was another failure trip then we walked to Orchard ION where I saw my favourite TOPMAN branch!

Not bad eh? but I buy a animal-printed-picture instead.

So I feeling rather guilty for buying so many clothes for the past one month, because I even bought a tee @ Orchard 313 Forever21! Don't be shock, it from the male selection called Heritage 1981! I had their monthly e-mail from Heritage from their site , so I am quite happy that F21 do import stuff to sell! :D

OK but I have to say Niang buy more stuff than me :P

After O's I have so many many many plans! I told niang then we *HIGH* & day dreamed tgt on MSN. :D okokokay so long & I had a AWESOME weekend. BLOG SOON~

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short UPdate

2010-07-18T22:39:00.002+08:00

I am a person who always anticipate the future.

Although my blog is dead, I will come back now and then to update bits. I have so many plans, and shared with fellow friends jac hadi niang men...

My activities shall slowly reduce or change to study group etc. I really wish I will start my engine, & end my DNT ASAP! DPA be a success too.

LOVE those around me, tata.

MSR or SENTOSA?

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routine

2010-07-11T00:07:00.001+08:00

It a bad habit; but what can I do to change it?

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DPA - Ready?

2010-07-07T21:04:00.004+08:00

Are You Ready?

I'm so gonna wait to be accept into the 2nd stage for the interview! This is what I really want and I'm all for it! TP's Diploma Aviation Management & Service. (AMS)

I want to THANK my GREAT sister for helping me out in the writeup. *heart*

Also for those who are applying for DPA too good luck to all! For those who ask for my writeup for inspiration good luck too, especially my closer buddies mates :P Sherman Jerome Jackie Alyson DingYuan Jaslyn Matthew & lastly I hoped you apply SMY. :D

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last YOUTH day.

2010-07-05T22:27:00.005+08:00

HAPPY YOUTH DAY to all born in 1994 fellows! Because today it will be our last youth day, I wondered how did everyone spent your day? Did you slack your life and waste it or did you done something meaningful & simply lovin' it!

From my tone, I bet you guess it right! I'm lovin' today because I did both work & play, so well-balanced! Studied today with MEN NIANG ROME @ POD a quiet place in Tampines neighborhood near to my school. I felt somehow motivated to study with these guys although we still do crap a bit :X However I managed to get work done and it so much better than my lazy class.

After studying I went to find Angie for bball & I have to admit that she is so much better than me in sport! She even visited to the GYM for workout which we guys might not even went! O-M-G dude, she is so MAN! HAHAHAAHA... We then had a friendly match and tried to learn how to layout together. I manged to teach her how to layout, despite the fact that I don't even know how to layout too! *so irony*

STUDY & GAME were FUN! Although it just simple activities, it really made my day already!

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AIRPLANE

OKAY this is a recent HITS in the America music chart! OKAY but IM actually wanna say that I had alway been very passionate to be pilot since young. So as for my future route after my O's, I will like to join the big family of Temask Poly(TP) for their Diploma of Aviation Management & Service (AMS). Hence, I had a write up to summit for the Direct Poly Admission (DPA) so I can secure a position in that particular course even before I take my O's level exam!

COOL LEY~

I had a great write up done and IM just waiting for the DPA registration to start for me to summit. Recently many friends of mine also asked me for some advices regarding how to do the writeup and also to have a look of my writeup. IM pretty cool and proud that my writeup received many compliments and the DPA person-in-charge actually told others that mine was a great example for the writeup.

Although I don't know if by sharing my writeup with others help them, I sure hope that people who read it understand how I felt toward my goal and hopefully able to get some inspiration to write out their too :D For now I just wish that I will be chosen for the interview and the interview will go smoothly then IM able to secure a place for myself! then THE END! HAHAHHAAA... Otherwise quite xia suay myself, after becoming a "overnight star" for this good DPA writeup :P

THANKS to my sis for helping me in the writeup.

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soulmate

2010-06-24T01:22:00.006+08:00

Natasha Bedingfield - Soulmate

Today had a short K-session with the guys.

Edwin & ZhaoHao finally had the chance to show case their beautiful voices with many oldies and the hits! Eric & Bradley were rather quiet instead. As for me I merely sing-a-long with them and had a chance to sing "Soulmate" by Natasha Bedingfield which brought me much memories.

Although I felt a slight bit of awkwardness, I carried on singing the song as the soft music played. This was 1 of the song which brought me to start listening to English hits during my earlier secondary school year. While singing, I remembered my late night call to 3 of my soulmates who I always phoned them talking through the night.

There's one who I'm still able to contact anytime I like, one who still close with me but we seldom talk on phone already which I really missed those days. Lastly the last one is the one whom I rarely hardly talk to and the one who introduced me to the English hits.

Dunno why recently in life, there are stuff still remind me of you. Such as the pointed loafers which I kicked others and the movies which I sat beside two strangers who kept passing random "annoying" chit-chat comments. I know it all over and you had moved on with your life, and I had finally moved on mine.

Talking about my close buddies. Yesterday while accompanying my dad to visit the clinic because he had a bad sore throat, he randomly asked me "This holiday Ling never come down Simei to find you arh?" I then replied that he was busy, so am I because it the O's level year you know.

Then I SMS-ed him then realised that the soccer gang is going to participate on the Nike 5 on 5 street scoccer (east) at Tampines this Saturday! I felt an indescribable happiness within me, really wished they can Shine. There was a mini competition held at my neighborhood a few years back, which he jio-ed me to play. but instead of helping in the match, I pull them back from a Champion to a 2nd runner up.

Knowing their huge passion and love toward the sport, I really like to see them shine to achieve remarkable performance up to their potential. All the best Ling Cas Jeff KS KaiLiang Ben.

random**

For now I will need to buck up for my in-coming lifesaving tests which are on FRIDAY! I felt rather insecure and lost as this is the first time I'm taking a "How to save people life" test. Heard that everyone is either busy or chiong-ing their Homework, actually I was hoping there will be somebody to share my joy/misery after my test. Oh-well fat hope WeiJie, get back to face the reality which there is still PLENTY of homework!

nite to all & wish me luck for my test.

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I got a feeling @ KBOX!

2010-06-16T02:07:00.005+08:00

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday & Thursday (Do it!)

Friday, Saturday, Saturday & Sunday! (Doit!)

It total *HIGH-ness* with the girls @ KBOX this time.!

We ~~SING~~ SHOUT throughout some song, getting hyper n HYPER!

I truly enjoyed myself with much craziness with the gals this time round.

When we are HIGH we JUMP SHOUT SCREAM!

While others smoothing songs such as Tank's we sing in PASSION EMO SADNESS

Although I'm not a good singer, I felt alright singing most of the songs. All the oldieeee songs also brought me back much memories while others getting us HIGH up in the sky!

Yesterday while waiting for 230 World Cup BRA vs NPR match, I was listening to many HIGH songs in Youtube. IMMA totally in my clubbing land (metally high** ki-hong) This bring me to a point that I would like to purchase a loudspeaker so I can blast it LOUD! WHOOHOO.

Anyway this is the 1st holiday which I'm NOT in a holiday mood as I need to go back to school almost everyday making me rather sick of life. DNT DNT DNT, I heard that I had topped in DNT but so what now? I got to finish it all FAST but I woke up only 330pm today then slept again at 5-8 it like a total WASTE day got to do some HW!

It really a subject which hardwork is not enough, it EXTRA EXTRA-Hardwork which drain off all your energy then you can accomplish this portfolio & Artifact.

Jeannie & Hadianti get high while Cass & I zilian :X

Also took a picture with Jeannie with my MONGA!

haven got a chance to watch it :( BX DY u all promised me arh...

took a bus & had another not so high kbox after a week.

Eric & Bang's virgin trip to the KBOX were to US!. but in the end it turned out rather ugly because the atmosphere was not right. NVM Cass we can get HIGH again another time with the right group. I have a feeling~ whoohoo...

ME with the gals acting like GAGA with e microphone.

Had Jeannie's chio metallic red camera with mine shade ( hearts)

2nd KBOX trip & had desert at Gelare!

DingYuan & ME doing some crappy faces while e other 3 doing GLEE! "L"

Tonight gonna be a Good Night! tata~

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Jacinta's 16th @ Marina Barrage

2010-06-09T02:22:00.008+08:00

A day @ Marina Barrage for my beloved buddy

With everybody pack schedule, I had finally gathered almost all my close friends to celebrate Jacinta's 16th Birthday! I still remembered she kindda cried on her Birthday night saying we forgotten her birthday and did not celebrate, blah blah n blah. :)

Having prepared for this very day to celebrate with her, I felt that I had gone to another extent to make this happen. I had end up quarreling with my friends because of sandwiches, squeezing all my brain juice for the presents, afraid of not enough food, upset with others who kp, rushing in the day before of celebration in the midnight to make card, etc.

FINALLY...

The HAPPIEST gal in the world for that day can finally smile in her sleep!

that what she said. Feeling appreciated, I fall sick the very next day.

Everybody settled down with all the food which each contribute.

I had totally no problem with the guys as they are enthu bringing something to share while others just simply made me felt that they are "can't be bothered?" with this event.

OKAY I been ranting n ranting, I should probably stop it :X

Maybe it simply because I was already ill on that day but later part was better.

ZhaoHao hair never looked so CHIO! :D

The "wearing Shade" couple

BFFs; this picture so pretty!

The balloon n kites were the PRETTY ones :D

The scenery at Marina Barrage was amazingly marvelous with the Singapore Flyers and Marina Bay Sands at the background! Also the green field was the perfect place for kite-flying but unfortunately we do not have one, maybe we can come another time to fly a kite.

The picnic was a success and there were too much food, aunty's pastries was great but not all tasted the apple crumble. NVM it in my fridge all for myself, after I recover then I can eat. Julian made his own dumplings, Hadi's mum made simple yet great tasting sandwiches and the rest contribute by buying a little something to share.

The 2 smart brainy guy (笑)

The 5 girls Jasmine Hadianti Jacinta Diana n XinHui

a rose among the thorns

Then we all went to the ground floor to explore around before we went off for our dinner at Old Airport Road. Had an enjoyable journey back home as we conquer the bus 10 seats and played "Murderer" in the public bus. Derek at the end of the day finally manage to be a murderer! :D

Group picture!

Eric stole Jacinta's limelight; had the most picture taken of the day!

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de solo

2010-06-05T01:19:00.002+08:00

walk into the circle with me.

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iwilltakechargeofmylife

2010-06-01T23:51:00.002+08:00

I know nothing can be hide forever.

1st thing str8, I want to let the people around me to understand that I am perfectly normal and in good condition for my major examinations and to take charge of my life, so please don't be worry about me. As what other always said "curiosity kill the cat", yeah it killed me but it over. I'm just curious only, I'm in a healthy relationship with my peers.

I'm very opened expressing my thought because this show that I am true to myself.

I have waited 10years for this very special girl;

I'm not gonna let this matter destroy everything.

I will wait till our O's finish.

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3 Days to Mother Tongue O's level

2010-05-27T23:36:00.003+08:00

Finally I got the chance to use my sister lappy to check my blog hotmail FB, etc. It so difficult for make my sisters to allow me to use their PRECIOUS lappy as if I am gonnna spoil it. Hate the control and also spoiling my mood to blog days ago. Despite being exhausted, I'm trying to make a short update till the end of my O's level Mother Tongue Paper.

Recently my life been quite packed with some light activities in the weekend and also there many Chinese lessons going about as my school introduce to us the "Intensive session" to brush up on my in-coming Chinese O's level.

BRB. sleepy o.o

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B4L still e best.

2010-05-22T01:02:00.003+08:00

B4L & meeting their swimming coach.

Here a short update, since I still see some hits even I am already not around blogging as my lappy had broke down. The worst is that the rebooting CD was not able to be detect too. :(

Chinese Intensive Programme is 'ON' where everyday is like ONLY Chinese. The lesson was kindda dry by the 1st teacher who go through and taught us the Paper 1 of the mother tongue paper. Targeting to secure a distinction and shall chiong all the way!

Also today after swimming, I went to find roti zk n B4L with their swimming instructor who was quite a friendly guy. Then I realised that he was my 2nd sister ex-schoolmate. Such a small-small world. *laugh* Played mahjong and went home.

Tomorrow gonna go for my class ECIP to pick liters at the Pasir Ris Park and also to make a trip to my SYFC for my cockpit. long day, hope to spare some time to study/go through my Chinese.

So long for now, tata.

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PRAWNie CATCH!

2010-05-17T00:50:00.003+08:00

"Come on & Stroke my huge ego"

Bang 1st reaction was like "WTF?!" and wanna throw the NUM flyer into the bin. Make a good guess what is it about, it is more than words. :P

Yesterday it was a fruitful trip for everyone at Orchard while I was empty-handed because the sky-blue tee was sold out at Fourskin. After that we went prawn-ing & only managed to catch 6 in the 2 and halve hours for dinner. However the most unfortunate thing is that Eric blood tasted so sweet that he is the " Most mosquito bites" & " catch most mosquito than catch most prawn" person.

Random pictures from TOWN rushed back to PASIRRIS!

When we cabbed down to the wuluwulu deserted place, it was already evening. As what Bang expected that the prawns are all zzz already so we not able to catch many.

I wanted to visit the Kallang Old Badminton Sport Hall's Prawn fishing place but because of the convenience of everyone I it was changed to PasirRis. It was a bad experience because there were smokers around, unhygienic ah-pek chatting scratching here n there, and a mosquito breeding ground!

Next time so going to Kallang's!

but here we are @ Pasir Ris...

Our very experienced DY & BX took the lead setting up!

If I did remember correctly, this is the chicky's heart as bait.

What a bitterSMILE from Eric being bitten by many mosquito!

I was lucky to get at least 1 catch! HAPPY DAO~

After prawn fishing, we walked all the way a bus stop and took to a zi cha stall to have our dinner. Everyone stomach were growling then, the food "don't know why"-ily became so delicious!

HUNGRY HUNGRY.. ...

SNAP SNAP**

& finally here come all the dishes. YEAH~

We requested the zi cha stall cook to cook for us our CATCH!

This is the BIGGEST JUICIEST PRAWN BY OUR BDAY BOY! DY!

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答案

2010-05-04T01:15:00.002+08:00

今天去上补习课，所以错过了电视上的《败犬女王》。我立刻来到网络上来观看这部又温心又有意义的戏剧。在这部戏中我也不知不觉地学会了人生中的道理。

第一个也就是要真心的去对待我们身傍的人。回想起来，不知道为什么我所真心对待的几位好友个个都在我生命中离开了我。我是把这几位好友当成了我的soulmate，并常在美丽的夜晚中谈出我的生活和心事。可惜的是我所珍惜的好友并走了，我不是个好朋友吗？问这道问题听起来觉得一些些幼子，可是我心里是很有感触地在打出这些字。

看到这几集，为了在让男主角的"花"再复活也就是要剪掉它的根。不知道我解释的对吗，可是答案是：放下。三年了，是该放下了。而多两位我会去体量去了解。我会珍惜在我身边的每个人，家人朋友。。。

时间也不早了，要去睡了。

明天是新的一天新的开始。

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Stupid?

2010-05-03T01:50:00.007+08:00

I wan2 wish all my fellow buddies all the best and show your potential in this midyr and slowly improve to acheive your As in the O's. Study hard n smart!

There is a famous saying that hardwork is the key to success and there is no substitube for it. I had to agree. Also being a slow learner, I have to put in more effort to understand my studies better than others. Hope that all these effort will not go to waste.

Wishing those who I love/care n those who love/care for me a very best in the examination hall for the O's level candidates. :P shall name some random names which goes into my brain of these people who are a part in my life & taking the O's as me. (not in order)

Ling.Casper.Allan.YongWei.PeiJing.Godric.Angie.Jacinta.Jasmine.WeiShan.

Vanessa.Jezbel.Diana.Eunice.Hadianti.Jeannie.CassandraOoi.ZhanKang.ZhaoHao.Sherman.

Eric.ZhiRan.BangXiang.Derek.MinYu.HuiLi.DingYuan.Bradley.Jerome.Edwin

SJAB SYFC Starhub Tuitions,etc :)

Don't be STU[P]ID!
start mugging; now or never.

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with MUM OCK friends

2010-05-02T03:19:00.007+08:00

MUM & Old Chang Kee's Friends :D

Accompanied Mummy to her friend place as her friend will be migrating away from SG. She is a Vietnamese who lived together with her SG husband here and during 2008 NOV while I just started working for my Allianz Venture (Starhub), Mummy introduced her to me as she would like to apply for the Cable TV! so she is my very 1ST customer!

It so heartwarming to see all the Aunties chripping away happily, while I found 2 sliding appliance at her place so I took pictures of it for my DNT. (lmao)

She whipped up some Vietnam's cusisine such as sth like an omelette and kueh tiao soup.

*****

Met up BangXiang & DingYuan for dinner then saw Javelin*. Slack at my favourite PL@YGROUND then headed to meet the girls at Hadianti's condo Games Room. Also known as a quiet room for studying, etc.

With much determine to watch my Kindaichi drama from Youtube, I persuded everyone into Hadi's squeezy room to watch the creepy detective show! However not everyone seem to be interest -.-" hais.

Accompanied them to busstop & snap some pic before heading home.

felt much more relax and belonged with these close buddies. These are the one who give in to me :X also never give me the "Don't care him lah" feel. I really felt cheer up with much laughters in this evening.

Yesterday after swim no one sms or inform me where have they gone to. It like feeling so left out, and I totally hate to be like "trying so hard to find them" the feel. Maybe I'm just not accepted for who I am? But I am glad that there still people who appreciate and love me for who I am. So I walked home from tmall back to Simei just like the old time with ling n ting.

One of my favourite quotation:

"If you don't like me for who I am, then don't like me for who I am. For all
you're gonna get, is who I am." - Avril Lavigne

DingYuan & BangXiang :)

& I found out DY had an AWESOME mirror as protector for his itouch!

I guess I will stop touching my lappy till I finish my midyr exams. tata~

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stir a sh!t

2010-04-28T20:59:00.003+08:00

my world turn UPsizeDOWNnow.
with all the craps going on, my mum join in with a huge misunderstanding with me and made my life even worst, I felt. Really hope to talk things out and clear all e sh!t out of me before I embak in my MidYr examinations.

as the days go by, I feel myself really becoming more introvert. Caught up with Derek during recess, I guess it's alright to be the quiet one. Whenever I think of Derek, I remembered that he is the one who accompanied me despite everyone pangseh me for my ECP trip.

A true friend is hard to find. On the side note, I am slowly beginning to think more openly and cherish the people around me who really care for me, love me.

For now I hope to clear the misunderstanding & continue to trying hard to strike for my studies! If my MidYr or Prelim did not bad, maybe I shall reward myself a chio golden tag black Havanas slipper @ NUM.

I'm really trying to be as positive as possible already.

"Mind over Body"

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rant.it.out

2010-04-23T14:13:00.006+08:00

I guess that I had been MIA-ing in this space for quite long already. Since my readers are all gone and my hits are low, so I decided to blog more openly.?

Feeling rather stress lately, maybe it's the exam's fever. However, I felt that I had not using my time effectively. It really time to start my engine to buck up, I really can't afford to lose this "war".

I had been relatively quiet in school also, trying to focus on my studies but my classmates are somehow noisy and still not in the "study mode". Then today after school when I step into my friend's classroom, all I can hear is the discussion of studies and stuff. I start to envy others who have friends to EFFECTIVELY study.

On the other hand, I shall stress myself to self-revise at home afterall my MSN n computer seem to be down. -o-"! I WANT and NEED to buy a new lappy after I graduted, so I guess this is a blessing in disguise? So I will not use my lappy so often for the time being and start mugging.

Chinese Oral hits me hard on my face as I faced the reality that I can't really have a standard Chinese conversation talk. It was rather disappointing and I felt a insult to MYSELF to not able to "do it" but I know I do have what it takes to "do it" in this oral.

Shall not cry over spill milk already! Afterall it a great WAKE-UP CALL for me and on a brighter side. Thanks god that yesterday Chinese Oral was not O's level.

Also, maybe due to the busy life I slowly felt parted from B4L but I don't know what to do. My study group been stopped too, due to the mid year examination. However I knew somehow that my study group mates are pairing/forming with others people to study with. I feel sour in my heart, but hate to voice it out because it is so obvious that it because I'm too dumb to help them in studies. It's always the other way round where they will be the one teaching me.

*****

Recently found my 'PG' buddy and talked a bit on FB, it feels so good to reconnect with my old friends. Went running with JinYang last SAT. Interesting guy which I see many things in him, of me.

Now I'm feeling so SHIOK and relax after ranting all my feelings out. I might delete this post after sometime, Yup maybe. There will be not many people will want to read a long ranting like this too. So long till next time I blog, or soon, but I really gonna start mugging.

TY JAC HADI LING CAS ytd.

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Introvert

2010-04-16T23:38:00.002+08:00

slowly transforming to be an introvert

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It's all abt DNT!

2010-04-15T23:16:00.010+08:00

I'm stretching, reaching out for my A1 in DNT...

Mid year is approaching yet I'm still unable to make more time to start my revision. I had been quite busy in school with all the rehearsals for the annual Speech Day which got nothing to do with me at all! Many CCAs are stepping down too where all my friends can fully concentrate on their studies while the PATHETIC SJAB will only get to pass out in June. What a letdown :(

Working on my DNT, I had to do so many things such as measuring the lengths and height of the racks/display in the department stores. I dragged BangXiang MunHo & Eric to accompany me at Isetan in Tampines Mall last 2 week ago to snap pictures and take measurement.

I felt extremely embarrassed to be doing such act, wearing a cap and shade to cover myself, it like an Ostrich hiding it head in the ground thinking nobody see them.

Being caught too many time by the shop assistants
not as if they catch me they will pay rise -o-"!

Had YUMMY supper @ 801 with low-fat ice-cream & saw MadmChin

It seem so long since I went out with BangXiang already. We were so keen to catch a movie together so we jio out Eric n munho for "Crash of the Titian"! It was a great movie with many familiar arcs characters which drove us into their fantasy movie.

*****

This week I visited Ikea with my classmates to do some school assignments and to take pictures for my DNT again. Diana & Eunice left early, leaving Vanessa & I to snap pictures which will be link to our work.

IKEA is a place where it full of innovative and useful product to be found so I finished taking the pictures in no time while Vanessa needs to find a kindergarten child to pose with the children chair for her research column. Just then.. ... ...

Vanessa spotted a weird orange track pant "FAMILY" man!
Mr EricKoh with his cute boy, Joash. such coincidence (笑)

The poorly little boy was sulking as EricKoh don't wanna buy him a hotdog bun. Gosh! Vanessa then happily bride little Joash for a hotdog bun, just to snap a few pictures of him for her DNT's work.

After snapping EricKoh asked Vanessa to buy drink instead of bun, so I gave little Joash a bite of my hotdog bun instead & he was smiling so sweetly! Vanessa think he is gonna be a charming hunk in the future when he grows up and we concluded that Joash probably gotten his good-looking "genes" from his mum! LMAO!

buang buang de. o.o

Bid GoodBye to cute little Joash!

Then today shot some more pictures for my DNT in school. Having load of fun crapping with ZhanKang and MinYu while shooting my pictures. Then I realised that many of my friends been helping me to do my O's level DNT portfolio work.

so I really wanna say a BIGbig "THANK YOU!"
shall treat you all sth when I gotten my A1!

MinYu posing uncomfortably; resulted in my bad angle photo :P

I still remembered ZhaoHao accompanied me all the way to IONorchard in a sunday night just for my 1st round of research of how department stores display and arrange their apparels. Then 9 FEB a day before my birthday which Jacinta lost her hp, she accompanied me after school taking bus5 to Orchard Tang to look at a belt and took pictures on how customer will choose their apparels. Following by BangXiang Eric munho whom accompanied me to Tampines Isetan which I embarssed myself in public and got chased away by the shop assistants for taking measurement + pictures of the rack/display. Then there Vanessa exploring IKEA to look out many many unexpected surprise to improve in our course work. not including EricKoh the BIG "surprise" :P Lastly which is today, MinYu & ZhanKang were with me at school taking pictures of some products in the Innodea room with constructive feedback.

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SJAB 2010 Competition

2010-04-11T21:16:00.011+08:00

*TENSION*
before prize ceremony~

The annual St John Ambulance Brigade (Zone 2) , First Aid, Home-Nursing, TOC, Footdrill Competition wad held last Sunday 4th April @ the one and only StJohn HQ!

I was so anxious as my teammate Xaiver was not in good condition to participate in the competition, hence I might not to reserve him to take part in the competition which I'm totally not well prepared for it.

Luckily he is alright and played stunt only.
Then he sudden nose bleed in the waiting room o.o

The cheapo candys that our senior bought for us!
THANK YOU anyway :P

As a reserve, it was rather relaxing but felt as nervous as the rest as we proceed to our respective station for our Footdrill, Transport of Casualty & First Aid Cases.

The whole event last till very late and being the earlier team to finish all station, I was dozing off already till we were ask to assemble at the hall to wait for our GOH.

Our Guest Of Honor for the day spoke only a sentence, the BEST!

However, this year our team did not perform too well as we had noticed and did not thought of winning at all. Just like last year our school sent us the 1st Ambulance team to compete, when they announced that the 3rd place was another school, our heart sank BUT surprisely won 2nd in 2009!

Then This year 2010, the best footdrills, best TOC, best 1st Aid cases, were ALL NOT US but to other various school! Also knowing that we did not perform up to standard, our heart once again sank & SURPRISE!

WON 2ND RUNNER UP!

BUT BUT BUT the limelight of the day was not my ACteam but...

The Nursing Cadets NC TEAM WON overall champion in their category!

*WEE-ness!*

LAST PARADE! LAST TIME HERE IN HQ TOO! ~

Shabana & Iza (twit!)

I LOVE NC TEAM RED-CHIO TROPHY!
Eveyln's NC leader & her members are the sec2.

Heading to Old Airport Road for celebration but stupid VON n Ming went for their draggy rubbish meeting which made me waited till I take-away my dinner home to eat instead.

At least the rest were FULL FAT n HAPPY!

Lastly presenting to you the WINNER of ESSS SJAB!

2009

2010

YAY!

My last event about my StJohn life should be the POP!
As for tomorrow gonna received trophy from 'P'

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Time After Time

2010-04-05T02:36:00.006+08:00

"Time After Time"

Embarking my 1st 21days of Good Habit for my D.E.S.T plan
hope it will work and I will succeed in it, so I will not need to worry.

Been recording everything down for my D.E.S.T plan.
Make a good guess what the hell is my D.E.S.T about?

IM SO GONNA WATCH THIS BANGXIANG! (RANDOM)

Today Speech Day Rehearsal was sucky & got caught by P for my hair which is not long but it's nature spike. I do respect her, so probably I will be cutting to be a nerd.

Really it's Revision Time for me as all IM focusing is ONLY my STUDIES. Hate all others activities which pull me back after school, why can't my school practice others school's "tradition" to stop all CCA for the sec4 students in March? I really hate to attend it.

I know IM very irresponsible to blog it here but I'm just speaking my heart out.

CCA SUCK SCHOOL SUCK LIFE SUCK
(show me some acceptable result in my mid-yr to cheer me up, SWJ)

My blogskin show it(me) all.

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TIME.m

2010-03-31T23:35:00.002+08:00

Time Management

Are you able to handle it?
I'm battling with it... ... ...

I need to start all my 21days of good habits

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A Day Late

2010-03-30T21:43:00.005+08:00

Anberlin - A Day Late
(double click if it can't be play)

So let me get this straight
Say now you loved me all along
What made you hesitate
to tell me with words what you really feel?
I can see it in your eyes
you mean all of what you say
I remember so along ago, see I felt that same way
Now we both have separate lives and lovers (and lovers)
Insignificantly enough
we both have significant others

Only time will tell
Time will turn and tell

We are who we were when
Could have been lovers but at least you're still my day late friend
we are who, we are who we were when

Who knew what we know now
Could have been more but at least you're still my day late friend
We are who, we are who we were when

But thoughts they change
and times they rearrange
I don't know who you are anymore
Loves come and go and this I know
I'm not who you recall anymore
But I must confess
you're so much more than I remember
Can't help but entertain
these thoughts, thoughts of us together

We are who we were when
Could have been lovers but at least you're still my day late friend
We are who, we are who we were when
Who knew what we know now
Could have been more but at least you're still my day late friend
We are who, we are who we were when

My day late friend

So let me get this straight
All these years
and you were no where to be found
And now you want me for your own
But you're a day late
and my love, she's still renowned

We are who we were when
Could have been lovers but at least you're still my day late friend
We are who, we are who we were when
Who knew what we know now
Could have been more but at least you're still my day late friend
We are who, we are who we were when

We are who we were when
Could have been lovers but at least you're still my day late friend
We are who, we are who we were when
Who knew what we know now
Could have been more but at least you're still my day late friend
We are who, we are who we were when (fade out)

Do take some time to listen to the beautiful melody

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE TAN 白菜!

2010-03-24T21:04:00.027+08:00

Jasmine Birthday Celebration @ Fish n Co! *MUACK!*

Although almost everybody had their busy schedule during the weekend, we still make time to celebrate our very own DA BAI CAI 大白菜's 16teen BDAY!

I was like complaining to her why she don't born out a day earlier so we are able to enjoy 10% discount from the restaurant :X After much consideration between Market 85 & Fish n Co, I decided to go to a restaurant to celebrate such important day, a BDAY! at a relaxing air-con environment.

Our very Jubilant BIRTHDAY GAL~

Being in a "snapping picture" mood, I took a total of 140+ pictures for our trip and I realised that it really been so damm long since we went out together.

*FLASH ON*

Hadianti was complaining about the FLASH for the night... ... ...
BUT without the FLASH, the picture quality was really blur :(

So she took my $50 river island shade to wear. teehee

So while waiting for the food, I had decided to SNAP SNAP**!

NIANG ME MUN

My set came first followed by DingYuan's & the rest...
The rest ordered all seafood patter or their famous NY Fish n Chips!

My Creamy Mushroom Salmon!

Everything was nice except the GREENies.

DingYuan's sambal fishy! It was YUM YUM.

Then all the NY Fish n Chip & Seafood patters were served! It is like koping time! I so wanna come to Fish n Co with my BELOVED FAMILY, so I can order anything I want. teehee.

BaiCai DingYuan BangXiang

The food was great and we're still able to eat, so I asked the staff to served out the cake and they had a public celebration for JASMINE! It was a damm sudden thing which nobody expected it.

Everyone was laughing too hard and hiding their face away while I continue snapping pictures. Jasmine was then invited to stand on the chair while the staff sang their restaurant's "birthday song" which was so embarrassing for her to handle these much with a UGLY wig.

*Aiyo so embarrassing!*

DingYuan continue to disturb her with the wig. looked cute eh (笑)

Then we proceed to cutting the cake after Laughing Our Asses Out of her embarrassment :X The cake was YUMMY, Four Leaves never fail me. &&& for the rest of the time, we took manymany group pictures before leaving for our POOL!

for the 1st time Jasmine looked so pretty in picture!
BUT... the CAKE looked PRETTIER!

One of the best shot.

The Group pictures I went to categorize by the colours of our top. So it looked pretty interesting with PINKY pink panther group, BLACKIE song ka group :X & lastly BX + ME = the White Group!

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IM GONNA EAT UP THE CABBAGE!

SETTLED OUR BILL WITH $14 & $17 of Service Charge + GST!
The Jasmine asked a very ridiculous yet damm LMAO question.

"The surprise public bday celebration is in Service Charge arh?"

*FAINT*

*****

Heading to Safra for POOL!

BFF

After reaching Safra we then realised that we had to wait for the pool table and unfortunately the whole bowling alley is close for the public as there a tournament going on.

We stoned at there for a moment and decided to wait for our pool table while we started playing "I have never..." game which we learn during our motivational talk. It was halirous when BangXiang was accusing Jasmine of whichever stuff that she done before, etc. (笑)

Jacinta missed an easy shot :P

So we teamed up and played "KING" winner in loser out!

ZhiRan did not join us as he need to go home while we played 3 matches while last for quite awhile and we pair ourselves up VS-ing each other till 11+pm :X

Jasmine&BangXiang Couple group -VS- Hadianti&ME Simei group.
Jasmine&BangXiang Couple group -VS- DingYuan&Jacinta ArtClub
...
(BangXiang & DingYuan went home while we continue our last match)
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Jasmine+Hadianti+ME -VS- Jacinta+MunHo+Eric

So in the end SURPRISINGLY Jasmine WON ALL matches!
(hidden talent ley)

Here an random picture:

"MAMA gimme $$$!"

& the last match between the 6 of us!

Hadianti was NOOB @POOL! BUT she shot in the Winning last black ball!

*****
Today 24th March 2010, I was busy making Jasmine's card till recess Jacinta & Hadianti came to the rescue! Although it was a very last-min card but I can definitely say that we really put in a lot of effort + LOVE into making the card.

Lastly at the end of the day, Jeannie Hadi Jacinta & I went to buy her a

中国大白菜

as a cake, then sang her off a BDAY song~

making her last-min card during recess.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE TAN 白菜!

❤

MARCH holiday END!

2010-03-22T02:15:00.004+08:00

BACK TO SCHOOL!
BACK FOR UPDATES!

BACK TO SCHOOL!
BACK FOR MORE!

NO TIME for homework
NO TIME for DNT coursework

NO TIME for O's level revision

-(insert SAD face)-

MEETING B4L FOR STUDY!
MEETING TTBABY SOON!

BACK FOR ME!

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DNT days

2010-03-11T21:27:00.004+08:00

"WE LOVE YOU MS NG!"

Everybody in my class was given 1 of this tag to celebrate our dearest teacher Ms Ivory Ng's birthday! It was a rather last mintue thing as my class had decided to celebrate it and it was quite a successful "surprise" I felt.

Yesterday 10 March @ Atrium

My class was so enthu, for the 1st time?

Our present & past Form Tutors: BennyLow & EricKoh

Despite the teachers were rushing for a meeting, we were still able to had a quick celebration with our very beloved form teacher, IVORY NG! She is like a very caring and understanding teacher whom we 4E3 (my class) respect & loved lots~

Happy Birthday IvoryNg :P

After the celebration I met the with the guys, win hao & men, for "soccer" which we just gaily kicking the soccer ball around from the NCC room :X It reminded me of my Primary school buddies whenever I play soccer.

So after that they kindly accompanied me to Bugis- my new office (behind Iluma) to collect my January PayDay! & also to pay up my "fine" for a irresponsible customer of mine who did not inform me that she already had a contract for her cableTV service. So by signing her up, I & my leaders got to pay up for her early termination charges. (felt really bad to my leaders_!)

Gotten $60 bucks into my pocket!

Had lunch @ the foodcourt & visited the famous "Ah Chew's Dessert" recommended by our very own SHERMAN CHEW! LOLOLOLOOL~ & so I treated them for pei-ing me :x

STUDY & LEARN MY A.MATHS BACK @ TAMP LIBRARY!

The 2 A.MATHS PRO guiding me along & battling out with the sums.

While I feeling T.T & clueless about a SH!T about the sums, I was happily zilian-ing :X &&& at the end of the night I managed to learn something from my beloved B4L!

Hope to find someday to study together again.

*****

Today chiong my DNT with the crazy girls in my class, tgt with ms NG, DY + ZhaoHao ( after calling him on hp over 20times to "pull" him off from basketball). It was a rather relaxing & fun environment to be doing my DNT, but the "NOISE-POLLUTER" spoilt the atmosphere and my concentration.

CHIONG-ING MY 10 IDEAS BY TONIGHT!

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Heaven's Loft Ben & Jerry's

2010-03-08T22:14:00.018+08:00

Discover Orchard Central

I was out to town with my two BFFs for some shopping to buy presents during the weekend, then we chilled out at "Heaven's Loft + Ben & Jerry" a jointed chain in the Orchard Central shopping mall.

Orchard Central itself is already a very artistic place with many beautiful shops outlets featuring lots of different design of items such as clock, furniture, etc. It was a great visual experiences to be window shopping around the mall to discover many interesting shops and restaurants.

DNT students should have come to Orchard Central to have an eye opening experience in the mall than the Vivo trip which was rather dull and boring.

Anyway It was unexpected that we'll be dinning at such a class place for our ice-creams as we were just looking forward to the more crazy & funkey shop outlet of Ben&Jerry's. Nevertheless we still LOVE the ice-cream & the relaxing environment as they kept playing many smoothing melody to our ears.

They had a big open space balcony to chill out at & a relaxing dinning environment with the beautiful art piece hang on the wall. We were sitting in the middle of the sliver cushion seats, directly below the picture.

Anyway back to the main purpose of coming here to dine in...

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It was OUR LOVE for BEN&JERRY!

So well... because I gotten my Comex Fair Exhibition PAYDAY, & because they had mentally & physically supported me through my tiring Starhub job, so I treat them!

*TWO CRAZY GIRLS SCREAMING IN JOYS!*

*What flavours should we choose!*

In the end we ordered 2 YUMMY TREATS.

Banana Boat Split

Double Brownie Special (爱)

The warm Brownie eaten with the ice-cream was a fabulous match which had a flawless taste. I will strongly recommend to all my friends to try it. It's a "DIE DIE MUST TRY!", you will not regret.

On the other hand, the banana boat seem rather like a normal banana split. However the taste of the ice-cream was still as HEAVENLY as ever :P

2 HAPPY GIRLS!

PEACE.LOVE.ICE-CREAM

*Wipe off chocolate on my mouth; BURP*

We are also suppose to study together at the National Library too. However because the lack of time, I had a WILD idea which was to study at the very "class" restaurant here.

Soon after the YUMMY TREATS, we were all occupied with homework on the dinning dinner at the restaurant. It was incredible that we really did our assignments there, especially that I was doing my DNT's sketch. :X

(Lucky no one took picture to STOMP us :P)

We're really hardworking peepoos!

We were there doing our homework till night, where some crowd came for dinner when the night falls. We quickly packed up then left to explore Orchard Central & have a quick bite @ 313 basements.

& BELOW is the beautiful ART piece of the restaurant.
The scene & pictures are from http://www.heavensloft.com/

ENDED WITH A BIG SMILE!

On a side note, I felt that having a few close friends to go out together are much better for this period of time as we are able to laugh and share our stuff, etc. Anyway This 2 girls are so not going to be in my study group as I'll probably end up chatting away with them. *FAIL*

Feel like going out with other small group of people such as my B4L & sec2 friends such as BX DY NIANG ZR XH DEREK DIANA JASMINE & many more. While others have their new cliques, let'em go or else I'm very selfish. I can dislike this person but I can't stop people to like this person.

&&& Today 8th MARCH, wishing galgal a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

EDGAR-GALGAL

&&& wishing all my March Babies a Happy Birthday!
Ting (3/3) Edgar (8/3) Von (12/3) Bai-Cai (24/3)

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It's time

2010-03-07T21:34:00.003+08:00

3 random stuff I would like to share.

1. March 1week holiday will be the final time I'll have my fun. 2. I woke up with a bad sore throat which turn whatever food to be painful into my mouth down my gullet. 3. I should be having a study group to motivate each other to study soon! My study group peepoo sure got to be AWESOME ones!

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Nurfirman 2 Melbourne

2010-03-06T23:51:00.003+08:00

Nurfirman's farewell @ Changi Airport during January

Time passes fast as I approached March. I realised that I have to start my planning for my life. As for my dear Nurfirman, he had already migrate to Melbourne leading a more relaxing life than our competitive and stressful life here.

It was always sad that there's always other people leaving Singapore to another country to persuade on their life. Nurfirman family had already had the idea of migrating since Primary school time, way back when we were just innocent kids playing soccer. After much planning and consideration, they finally decided that they still would like to fly off to Australia.

With this major decision, everyone such as his friends and relative came to the airport to bid goodbye to the family and also to sent their blessing.

Most of the Malay pupils of my school had also arrived at the airport to send off this lucky champ whom is already adapting to his new environment there. Also I heard that he is only taking 3 subjects to study at Melbourne which are: Sport, English & Maths.

Wishing him all the best over there @ Melbourne

Life is short, you'll never know who will be leaving next :(

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DNT- time consumer

2010-02-24T21:44:00.003+08:00

Every Wednesday & Thursday are to CHIONG DNT!
better give me an A1!

Thanks Edgar for your little "help" (笑)

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FINALLY 16TEEN.

2010-02-22T20:59:00.011+08:00

With a heavier workload & a consistent pace of hard-work for my DNT (Design and Technology), I hardly have any timeout for me to blog. The relatively low number of hits been decreasing too but I'm alright as this year will gonna be a damm busy year for me due to my year end major examinations O's level.

& IM finally 16teen!

Although my birthday falls on the 10thFEB, this was the second year I celebrated a number of time which my "Birthday Fever" all started from the 4thFEB till 20thFEB! All I will like to say is that I appreciated all the wishes from everyone & the efforts put in to celebrate my very Ordinary-birthday from my LOVABLE ONESs!

First up was from my CCA- StJohn

It was a rather chaotic day as it was a GamesDay co 1ST sec1 training co the birthday celebrations for the Early months babies which my BDAY is the closest.

Although the Games Day was a total failure but I appreciate the effort and time put in to celebrate MY & the other rest birthday.

Once again, the reasons for enduring all the crap from stjohn...
was the friendly peepoos, seniors & you can say my cousin lah :P

4thFEB StJohn celebration ended quickly and next up was together with my tuition.

5thFEB Tuition celebration. This is the 2nd and you may say the last time I will be celebrating my birthday in this tuition. My very funny tuition teacher, Jerome, celebrated a tuition mate and my birthday together. YuJing's is 8thFEB & I'm 10thFEB. :D

This tuition teacher always try to make joke to make us laugh, played tarot cards with us before, celebrate BDAY with us, it like so fun-learning with him. Wishing us a Happy BDAY at the start of the year & may we score flying colours in our O's with his little help in our studies (笑)

the noisy girls from my tuition :P

Then came a BIG SURPRISE celebration from my secondary peepoos after my Sunday's tuition (7thFEB). I was wearing Grey tees & a Jacket with a short + slipper, then we went to NEWYORK NEWYORK for dinner! (UNGLAM like HELL) but the tee and jacket were old birthday gift, so qiao.

@ E!hub NewYork NewYork :D

Bang's Chicky-Cheezee looked damm APPEALING!

SEAFOOD PLATTER! my crab is missing :(
however it still taste AWESOME!

Snap a few shot with my lovely PEEPOOS!

So gonna come back for more good food here after I slim down :X

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The day before my birthday (9thFEB) , teacher rang up because of my late-coming to school & created a "WAH-LAH" in my entire family. It like such minor problem made my parent gone crazy, just because they treat a "parent-call" as a EXTREMELY SERIOUS offense Zzz...

I will not blame my teachers as it was my fault and they are just doing their job. Just hope to study well and stop disappointing my parents already. T.T

*DRUMROLL*

It like "YAY!" 10thFEB, but my mood was spoiled by my MUM's crazy shouting & my tearing the night before. So it just felt like another school day but during recess my dearest friends came to wish me a Happy BDAY with SURPRISE gifts +++ manymany of their LOVE!

@ 10FEB night celebrated with my LOVE ONEs

Just when I thought my "Birthday-Fever" was over, Primary School Buddies meet-up with me! It like so long never see them already, Ling, Ting, Casper, Freddy, Princess! :D

ME TING LING

As usual when Ling meet Ting, always chaochaonaonao de. T.T"

Manfred KeanSing Ling Sim Casper

We actually planned to watch a movie then for dinner, the end went to 313 shopshop & went Bugis for steamboat dinner again. FULL FULL FULL~

MY 3 BEST-EST Primary School BUDDIES! (笑)

More present came rolling in by all my dear+EST peepoos till 20thFEB.

THANKS ALL FOR GIVING & LOVING~

❤

SMY wishes

2010-02-15T02:10:00.003+08:00

FINALLY a LONG~ break!

Firstly although my birthday falls on the 10FEB, I had celebrated it early with my tuition friends, SJAB, etc. It was as early as 4th FEB till today 14th FEB as every CNY is my lunar date of birth! COOL UH?!

here a short birthday wish from 死蚂蚁.

BACK for more soon abt my 6teens BDAY + TYPICALsimple CNY!

P/S: My BDAY PL@YGROUND wish came true by Casper Manfred n KS! :D

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THIS IS WAD I WANT.

2010-02-09T06:27:00.002+08:00

this is what I really wanna.

had a great 11hours of sleep, gtg to school!

❤

wad I want

2010-02-04T23:58:00.002+08:00

What I really want for my birthday?

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better be a FANTASTICfeb

2010-02-01T20:47:00.005+08:00

Goodbye to Jarring January!
Hello Fantastic FEBRUARY!

I can finally say that I SURVIVED this January where I'm in a "Mess-up" lifestyle. I'm still warming up to my 2010 and struggling with my school, time management and also friends. Totally burn out and my brain cells are dying.

With my Olevel examination this year, I have to take charge of my life & mastered myself with these two skills which will greatly benefit in my daily life.

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Self-Discipline

&

Time Management

Although it might sounded stupid to you but I must admit that I totally does not posses with any of those. so Do you? I'll slowly and makes small changes as life continue and try my best to mastered these basic skill.

NO over-eating
NO sleeping later than 11pm in weekday
NO late-coming for school, meeting, etc
NO sleeping in class
NO wasting my time on my lappy
NO more "daydreaming" in class

& the list goes on.. ... ...

This February many changes (GOOD n BAD) are happening too.

What's GOOD?

- MY 16TH BIRTHDAY!
- MY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
- MY LAST MONTH IN SYFC before step down in March!

What's BAD?

- MY SJAB CCA STUPID CHANGES
- MY SAME SJAB HQ EVENT HAVING "POP"
- MY SAME SJAB COMMITMENT FOR IT'S COMPETITION extra 1 day training

If I would say in a more polite manner, it's more of me saying that "what I'm looking forward to" and "what I hate it happening soon". If you can tell, my current CCA is very chaotic situation and I'm just going to be myself, working to my ability to survive through my last 5-6months here.

It is sad to say I crudely feel nothing toward the CCA except the fun-loving people here which kept me going on here. Maybe all uniform group (UG) is not my cup of "tea".

since IM taking about my "Marvelous" CCA here, let's me share with you guys the master parade where all my school's UG come together just to listen to my pricipal's short speech.

my smallsmall corp

here the BAD arrangement by my school's NPCC! If you are able to see carefully, only SJAB was push under the hot blazing sun! *shake head*

Ming Neng Von

oneS of the few who made me endure till my sec4 years.

embarking another busy week ahead.. ... ... tata~

❤

SCHell

2010-01-25T21:32:00.006+08:00

STARHUB STARHUB STARHUB! ... (keep repeating)

MY PAYDAY IS COMING! :X

NOV payday $$$ is pushed together with DEC payday $$$. Soon, I'll be collecting my moo-lah & meeting with my colleagues! I wondered how are they adapting to school? (for some) How are they doing? While IM still adjusting my "body clock" to sleep earlier at night & struggled through my January school days...

Chaotic and hectic school life do stress me out too, however IM still glad I still have my close buddies to guide me through in my studies, etc. Jac Hadi Jeannie B4L & my recess peepoos!

Vanessa since last year kept lending me her camera till today, felt very appreciative for her to allow me taking so many chio-CLEAR images!

&&& my recess peepoos are the ones who're ever encouraging & lifting up my spirit

Tai-Ti (BIG2.5) & "make up to 10" is the GAME! HUATarh!

HuiLi HuiLi HuiLi!!! _iao p_ao pi_o!

ai-ya never manage to capture a picture of MinYu.

& There was a Chinese Oral lesson on last Friday & this coming one... Lessons were boring as we were told to read a passage and wait till it is our turn. Holding onto Vanessa's chio-CLEAR camera, I took a few shot of my classmates!

EYES BIG BIG pose: ZhanKang & ZhaoHao

There was this auto-smile detector where the SMART-camera will auto detect people smiles and snap it! Auto snap shot the picture, damm cool bodoh!

SMILE SMILE SMILE *snap!*

off to chiong my DNT's research for O's level. & did I mention the topic to you guys yet? It is "Selection"! WOW-ed right, totally can't think of a practical idea.

In the end I decided on designing something for displaying & arrangement of the clothing in department stores. Wish me luck with all the innovative ideas "POP"-ing out into my mind!

& dear B4L-hao accompanied me to Orchard ION in the SUNDAYnight for some snapping of picture for my research. Everyone was so busy, touched that he still willing to accompany me!

It was hard to snap pictures of the shop outlets as the shop keeper will be keeping a lookout at me. Felt kindda embarrassed yet I still "thick face" go snap snap here & there. (笑)

Also I realised while working on my research, I did not bother or look out for any clothing for CNY. IM so focus lah! Probably going for my CNY shopping spree this SAT with fellow buddies.

shall *SHINGZ* off with my DNT! buai buai

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Birthday BOY & GIRL!

2010-01-25T19:09:00.009+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY... BIRTHDAY 2 you!

There are a numbers of January Babies! Such as Jeannie's (4th), Irsyad's (5th), Shawn's (8th), Manfred's (14th), Jennifer's (18th), Jeff's (19th), HuiMin's (21st), Auntie Ah-ee Nacy (22nd)(above), BangXiang & Auntie Ah-ee Susan (23rd)!!!

I did not copy facebook's birthday list hor, just doting down those I know & close to them one...

Anyway on the birthday's eve of Auntie Nacy's birthday, we little kids went to had a feat again @ her place! The last time was the Crab feat, & although it's her birthday... we just let her cook for us a simple meal. heeheee....

She is the ah-ee who make manymany YUMMY cakes & pastries!!!

bought her this YUM YUM choco cake from 4leaves...

HuiXian VonVon Jacq

SO THE CNY-ish!

She was like saying it been a few years since she celebrated her birthday. I was rather surprised upon hearing this & hoped she liked all the present by her beloved nieces & nephews.

It is always a joy visiting her place as she will always whip up sth nice for everyone to eat & to take away too :X I must control my intake of food in her house, or else my diet plan will sure be a FAILURE.

SO we took some pictures after meals.
Everyone was so high, laughing crapping etc.

Jacq & SAMeow!

"Quick come take a picture ley, birthday girl!"
She was so delighted upon hearing birthday GIRL!

it was suppose to be a jump shot. (FAIL) After digestion & pictures, daddy drove everyone back home in his piggy VAN :D CAN squeeze up to 8 peeepoos kay!

So after Ah-ee Nacy birthday is Ah-ee Susan & BangXiang's birthday!
Went out to buy Bang's present & had JapBUFFET dinner with Bang.

LOOK BELOW. it describe ME not him

(T-shirt says)... after the veryvery FULL buffet

Early in the morning Edgar SMS-ed me sth like "Sorry bro, can't go running." *YAWN* *I skipped my SYFC & you can't?!* but he had competition these few days so nvm, poor guy.

followed by a SMS by Hadianti saying that she can't make it to go buy Bang's present together. PANGSEH! because she needa eat she lunch and wash her hair cut her hair. T.T

Finally it was afternoon & IM still making Bang's card... After that rushed off to town with Jacinta MunMun & Niang for Bang's present. They shared a NUM pencilcase which is like fcuking expensive which I don't think it worth the $$$. While I shared with Jerome tgt buy him 2 undies & Show Luo album!

so practical right?! *laugh*
at first still wonder what size BX wear :D

met up with the girls @ E!hub then was about to surprise BX but he surprised us instead as he walked pass us when we are still writing his birthday card. *OMG* *FAIL!*

Then we met up with Robin & co. for the dinner buffet. It was kindda quiet as the laughter & noises were from the rowdy guys. Soon, I was happily ordering a lot of food... ... ...

FOOD were served in no time & just as we are about to finish sth, another was served! It was kindda rushing, did not really took time to enjoy the meal. Sorry Jasmine Jeannie Mun Niang for ordering too many food ><"!

I learn sth from Cass! Wear jacket when you're going for buffet, or else you will needa suck your tummy after meal! & at the most show off your Bulging belly to everyone then. I wore the wrong clothing :X

Our very knightly Birthday BOY!

KABOOM! fly $$$ FLY!~

Group Picture

it feel so empty without BX Diana & also like XH here? ZR? Julian?

The remaining people (above) don't feel like going home so early, however we had no place to head to. Bo bian, then went home & seriously we just eat a lot, never talk much :X

@ least our MR. BDAY boy is happy :D

❤

stay & believe in me

2010-01-19T22:54:00.004+08:00

Ashley Parker Angel - Apology

Close to you, so far away,
A rented room, an empty space,
Sirens bleeding through the open door,
Movie scene in black and white,
The snow falls down alone tonight.
No one's ever felt like this before.

What went wrong with you and me?
This is my apology.
'Cos even when I fall asleep, you stay with me,
You stay with me.

Stuck inside a broken frame,
Watching as seasons change,
Hoping time will finally set me free,
Suddenly, you're standing there,
A crowded street, a lonely stare,
A thousand miles of traffic in between.

What went wrong with you and me?
This is my apology.
From the moment that I leave, you stay with me,
You stay with me.

Every letter that you wrote stays with me,
And every promise that I broke, stays with me,
And everything that's left inside, stays with me,
It stays with me.

Close to you, so far away,
A rented room, an empty space,
Sirens bleeding through the open door,
Movie scene in black and white,
The snow falls down alone tonight.
No one's ever felt like this before.

*****

A strong relationship will need to go through ups & downs. Not being able to adapt to my current school schedules, I will try my very best to work harder get use to it & score well for my O's. Therefore at the meantime with all my attitude & an usual "quiet" behavior of mine, please don't misunderstand anything.

I do have my explanation.

Last year with the tension with jac-me jac-hadi, we do get even closer than before. This year I hope after I get use to sec4 life, then I will find a time to clear all the sh!t that we had. Afterall it takes 2 hands to clap/fight.

3 short-term goal for now:

1. To get use to my busy lifestyle ASAP
2. Exercise more Eat less, anorexia also nvm
3. Need more time & understanding from the people around me

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Softball Carnival

2010-01-16T22:44:00.002+08:00

Saturday Morning!

went jogging with Edgar (gal) and decided to drop down to Damai sec to support our buds @ their Softball Carnival. Although the waiting time & their matches were kindda draggy, at least I get to learn to understand how to play the game :D

IM still not getting use to school for the 2nd week. Especially when the CCA which I have totally no interest, is going to take up lots of my time. It is sure unfortunate but I'll try my best to endure, WASTING my time there. *rolled eyes*

As for others more personal matters, I'll try to stay positive and try to give in. I also think things more openly already, as I felt in the end by having just this mindset it will lead me to no where and in the end I'll be the one suffering only. So why not take a step back?

I don't wanna to lose any of my precious** already.
I don't wanna suffer the same pain 3years ago.

---just RANTING out---

Anyway I'll be having short updates here and then.

&&& LATEST NEWS from "My Paper"

"StarHub" offering KaraOK! *WEE-ness* my dad likes!
hope to get to sell this service to everyone soon! :D

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signals to the brain

2010-01-11T01:09:00.002+08:00

I survived the 1st week of school!

School been normal with some small changes with the teachers and the "feel" of it. Honestly speaking, with all the stressing by all my teachers... I've to Congratz them for convincing me that Olevel is really coming & IM tensed. Actually more tensed up with the assignments given by them -oo-"!

*WORK OVERLOAD*
*BRAIN JAM*
*OUT OF MEMORY*

so many signals are alerting... & many more are coming :(

10days past in this 2010 and there were so many unhappy events/stuff happened to me. IM feeling so weak physically & mentally. Although its might be some minor stuff to you guys but I do take it to heart, I mind! Wished that will 雨过天晴！

1. Pimple outbreak *POP!*
2. Too many assignments x.x
3. Stop growing TALL *JUMP! WJ, Jump!*
4. grow even heavier in my weight, SH!T =="
5. SJAB IS, & going to further eat up into my life.
6. Feel tuition teacher don't have the heart to teach me
7. School CCA open house took up my weekend
8. disappointments with buddies & don't know how to voice it out
9. NP open house trip mood was spoiled by some people
10. Photobucket siaosiao & pictures are not able to be shown

so long for now, IM still trying to lose weight by exercising more & to write down what I've eaten everyday. With the 10 (fuckup) stuff, I believe you also can tell that how "happy" that I've been doing for the past few days.

ALERT ALERT ALERT

*BACK TO SCHOOL*
*GO TO SLEEP*
*WAKE UP IN 4HOURS TIME*

(bad habits are hard to die, SAD.)

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2010 HERE I COME!

2010-01-01T20:40:00.006+08:00

Welcoming 2010 a fresh beginning, a new start to live my life to the fullest.

Forget about all the unhappiness left behind in 2009 & look forward to the year to for all the "excitement" & "thrill" IM gonna face... Although 2009 my sec3 life had past quite fast, IM seriously not ready to tackle the O's level yet.

There have been many problems in my studies and probably attitude is the key. This year, I will change my attitude & really get serious and prepare well for my O's level. Don't wish to have the same disappointment during PSLE & I wanna further my studies to be a pilot.

Primary 1, Primary 6, Secondary 3 (from left)

*Random* JinYang last year ask me to post :P

This year countdown was rather different from the previous 2years, because I went to celebrate with BangXiang at his house for steamboat! till 11:30pm I ran off from his house to Angie's for countdown. It been the 3rd year celebrating with Angie & cousins :D So fast man, 3 years!!!

Also yesterday in BangXiang house, something very dramatic happened. So sudden. Like when BX & me opened the door saw the 3girls (Jeannie Hadianti & Jasmine) watching some funny video... Jasmine laugh so loudly, then out of a sudden BX's book shelf collapped!

BX then claimed in his blog: My Billy (IKEA's book shelf) died yesterday too because of Jasmine's HUMONGOUS laughter. *LMAO!*

Played "Murderer" with BX & friends! (1st time play :X)
Chat Play Crap till 0445 with Angie & Cousin!

Woke in 0900 & rushed to play soccer with BX EdwinTham Robin & guys.

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In short I enjoyed myself during countdown & my 1st day of 2010.

This year 2010, I have a number of new year resolution... ... ...

1. Burn off my excess fats, BURN BURN BURN!

This also mean I will need to strictly control on my diet & carry on exercising. I guess I will replace all my snacks to fruits & CUTDOWN the intake of fry food, sweeten drinks, sweet snacks, etc. IM not afraid that I do not exercise, because I still often go for my swim run etc... but come to food, I can't control!

This new year countdown visiting BangXiang in his home, his mum said that I have put on weight & could not recognise me. Although she is very direct that saying IM fat, but afterall it is the fact. Also because never see Angie's cousin "Qi" for sometime already, he also mention that I became "bigger" :(

I don't mind become bigger, such as fitter! Like Fats converted to muscles but surely not fatter like a big lump of thingy. More Physical training? But cousin in NS already, hopefully I shall pull people to motivate each other to train up :D

By nearly the end of 2010, I wish to slim down to 68kg range. :X

2. Run Baby Run! improve my stamina to exceed my own limit

Always wanted to run the Nike Human Race & other major marathons race such as the OSIM & the Standard Chartered. Having ran the boring Changi area NewBalance RealRun for 2 years, IM thinking of running at the city area!

During 2009, I was highly anticipating of the Human Race! However when the registration was opened, I realised that the min. age was 16 years old. Disappointed was the word. This year, DIE DIE also pull all my friends to run with me the HumanRace! (hopefully there will be) Also remembered when I was asking everyone to join marathon, Jacinta was promoting buffet instead as the price is the same as marathon. *LMAO!*

Outings, Meet-ups for meals & playing/slacking around shall be reduce to the max and Running/Exercising shall be replaced! Hopefully I will be motivated & run with joy! hehe.
So far only ran the 10km race & the timing is 2008: 56min++, 2009: 53min++ around there.

By the end of 2010 I want to finish a 21km run; 1/2 a marathon!

3. Scoring to my full potential in my O's level this year & GRADUATE!

3years past fast, IM left with less than a year in this secondary school of mine. IM ending my secondary school education soon and I will like to end it with a beautiful result for my O's level. Currently in this state, I can say that IM totally not ready to get started in my studies... However I know I will need to motivate myself & hopefully I will achieve.

I MUST achieve! :D So going to start my engine and chiong arh~
Shall blog lesser this year to concentrate more on study too.

Self-discipline is a MUST! WeiJie, I can do it!
Target result : L1R5 less than 20 L1R4 less than 15.

4. LOVE Care & Understand my beloved ONEs

Everyone is doing their part for the family. I will need to do my part well too, other than not to disappoint you all... I also will work double hard & smart on my studies. Also not to let you all to worry much about me as IM a grown up already.

Really LOVE the FREEDOM that you gave to me and also for me to learn independent. Shall prove to you guys that " I CAN DO IT! in my O's " Although sometime there were disagreements but I will try to understand. At this point of time, I already don't know what IM talking already :D

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LOVE them much xoxo

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Although I did not make any dedication for my buddies, I wanna thank you for being there for me... suporting me... & loving** me! hehe. You know who are you all. teehee!

BACK TO SCHOOL SOON!

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StarHub peepoos!

2009-12-31T02:10:00.007+08:00

23rd DEC- Angie's birthday. also my last day @ work.

It really about time which I should stop work. Homework are left untouched, I will need to finish it on time and digest into my tiny weenie brain cells. Although I can't bear to leave my work & get back on track to study for my O's, I know...

"It's about time." -Sparky; my Starhub's dog (笑)

KunXiang Mike (top) Sally (bottom) been working with them for the 2nd year already.

Although I faced many problems in sales and fcukup customers but I'm sure glad that I still have a small group of StarHub peepoos to rely on. From Sitex exhibitions to door-to-door then our mini roadshow.

I have been slacking too much this year, no wonder my number of sale can't even hit 20 :( Anyway the Sitex experience been great with Jio Candice Sally n KunXiang, where we learn manymany more sale knowledge.

Busying calling the hotline in the last day @ Office

By having this group of great StarHub peepoos, it motivate me even more to strive for more sales! & when my friends disappointed me for not going to help me shop for Angie's stuff, they were there to accompany also! Sally even helped me to try on some outfit. hehe

last min shop for Angie's gift @ Orchard

small small impression & "feel" of them
okay lah, like delication teehee... ... ...

Jio: A very funny gayguy :P learn to crap alot from Thomas, and I realised that he also like shopping! (like me :X) Learn the sales info very fast and seem like a very hardworking dude. No wonder he is my team 89xx saleman who hit 30sales. Congratz & happy for you.

Candice: A typical girl who love the fake eyelash which leave others a deep impression of her. :D A young and cheerful girl which stick to Jio like a chopstick? (no link ><" ) because they school friend. heh, like couple. Need to stay stronger girl! Don't let customers bully you, shout fcuk them back, support you!

Mike: Don't need to say much, he is my team 89xx leader! The one who taught me sales for the Sitex fair, and guide me through all the difficult customers. Help the whole team including me to "clean our backside" by helping us to solve those problematic sales. Really Thanks him very much! A guy always having a goal in mind & will achieve it to his ability!

James: A very cute dude who I get to know him during the Comex Fair where we will take turn to work for the 4-days fair. Somehow we can click well and tend to talk more. Because of secondary and poly holidays are different, we don't have much opportunity to work together. haha.

Sally: hyper duper HYPER girl, and made this cheer which goes like... "S-T-A-R-H-U-B! STARHUB STARHUB ~~~" forgotten. Cheerful girl which always looked things on the brighter side. Been working together a year already, this the 2nd year and she got even crazier. Very helpful also, help me sales, help this n that and angie's clothings.

Sherlene: Very dark skin, maria maid! ahahaa! :X A very easy-going person who is ever ready to learn all the sale and technique when YOU just get started! HAH. I just learn also not so "high" like you. Also very helpful which gave me advise and help me carry my beloved DONUTS lah.

Thomas: Always though that your real name KunXiang sounded better, Alvin gave you a interesting name man. Top saleman and aim very high sale target. Last year I'm like very WOW-ed by your performance of sales and think you like a very dao person and this year getting to know you... yah, quite a joker :P The saleman whom I always so jealous of the sales!!!

WeiLiang TunKeong Shafiq Alfred Dian: All living in the east side one :X We can always take the long hours bus ride home, eat supper at bedok tampines and chat like non-stop in bus :D Also during Sitex, Alfred kindly drove us home & supper at anywhere lah! Having more experiences than me, these kind & helpful peepoos helped me to survive in my Comex Fair & door-to-door. Dian was like patiently helping me during Comex Fair, being my partner, it not easy i know. WeiLiang since last year always giving me useful tips and advise to get more sales!

Thank You all for making my holiday an enjoyable one :D

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Angie's 15th birthday!

2009-12-29T22:35:00.006+08:00

死蚂蚁! (笑)

22nd DEC a day before Angie's birthday, we went out for a short celebration at E!HUB. I actually wanted to treat her to a restaurant meal and celebrate with a cake? However, she prefer to eat at the famous chicky rice. Maybe because I never say to her directly that I wanna treat :X

Godric joined us for the movie " Bodyguards & Assassins " and the chicky rice meal.

CHICKY RICE!

After dinner, Godric & I sent her home and received choco+biscuits from her as she went to a school GERMANY trip! Dam jealous, my sucky school must still saving up money for toilet paper :P

After she left for supper with her family, we met up YongWei for a short bball game then went Cheer for our cup noddle mee. It like what we usual do after school buying cup noodles to eat, cool eh :D

BUT at Cheer I drop/lost my wallet & that very day I took along with me all my savings!!! It was to buy Angie's gift & meal, and *POOF* gone. Look around for my wallet, then proceed to the police post which policeman gave me a brochure and instructed me to go online to make a police report of lost wallet instead. WTF?!

Disappointed. I walked back home & found my empty wallet lying above my letter box. NIRC, E-LINK cards were still inside but got to say GOOD BYE to my $80-! :( Only have 1 thing to tell to which ever fellow who took my savings!

"Use my 80bucks on your hospital bill man! Happy New Year -oo-"!"

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Unfortunate situations always happen, as said " Life is not a str8 line. "
Manage to ask $$$ from my parents for my expenses & her gift.

a very CHIO tanktop + top from CottonOn.

23rd DEC Her birthday. I was so glad my mummy gave me the money. There I go rushing out to office to do some paper work and reported my last day working for the year 2009.

Needa go last time shopping to buy Angie's a gift & was disappointed with my sec sch friends who not willing to accompany me to a couple of place to buy stuff. Zzz. My StarHub peepoos then accompany me!!! *touch* (ty sally help to try the tops)

Rushed back to Simei and went to buy a black marker to draw a little something on the plan boring pinkbox. Although it is a very last min things for everything, I hope you** will appreciate the gift and everything.

Angie's bro JunJie & her. Opening her BIG present!

Layers of wrapping and boxes inside the BIG box (笑）

She was elated when she received her favourite "FT island" CD from her cousin and bro. Also there's also a bearbear by them too. Being a practical person... hope to change a bit of her outfit look, so I bought for her the tops.

Our very own CHIOBU here! *All e singles ladeee~*

Watch TV chat then went home quite late again :X Qi working never see him, hope to see him during countdown. Shall end off with a last picture of everyone there teehee!

Angie JunJie Hao XueYu ME
best wishes, WeiJie.

another year gonna end~

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holly jolly X'mas!

2009-12-26T20:07:00.014+08:00

This holly jolly Christmas I had much fun with my beloved family & my close friends!

24th DEC Christmas EVE, I celebrated with my 2 close sec buddies!

They are the ones who listen to my rants & craps (笑)

It was decided to go last min shopping with Jacinta as she have not buy any present for her mom. Actually we were going to Orchard but thinking of the crowd there made us change our location to our nearby Tampines instead.

In the end she buy her mom sth from the body shop then we proceed slacking in Tampines. I brought the girls to a quiet place @ TampinesOne to slack & take some pictures. It been sometimes since we 3 come out together.

it was great to find ourselves a quiet place than being in the noisy crowd.

some random shots

being bored I decided to take some "FUN" shot with them (笑)

Round 1: WeiJie VS Hadianti! (Kaziahwa;cockroach)
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After a draw match Hadi bu shuang then wanted to kick Jac

Jacinta: "short legs, WAHAHAHA!"

WeiJie saw Kaziahwa being bullied after their Draw match, decided to VS Jac.

Round 2: WeiJie VS Jacinta! (holly)

ended with a blast with both parties defeated by Kaziahwa sudden attack. (DRAW)

---The END---
(I know IM a lousy lame narrator :P )

Went to Waraku for a bite before Jacinta went off!

Cass came after Jacinta left. We all also saw Jez WS & Jasmine at interchange.

The girls going to Vanessa's X'mas party & going for last min shopping also. Went to walk walk window shop with Cass & Hadi after that. Then we were trying to look for a present for Jeannie then I thought that we could catch the "Alvin & Chipmunks 2"!

Went to Century & Tmall golden village to look for the time slot. Happy & Lucky that we manage to get 3 seat @ 730+ slots but we had the "VIP" seat. -oo-"!

At the meantime, I rushed off to meet my test-tube baby at Changi Airport while the girls went to have their dinner at cafe cartel. NVM, I was too broke to eat any good food anyway :(

It was great to meet my test-tube baby again & catch up with each other life. I realised that we always meet-up before another year is going to pass. He then gave me a small X'mas present & that was sweet though. It was sad that we did not take a picture together.

Rushed back to Tampines Mall to catch this...

After movie we headed back to Cafe Cartel for the 50% cakes :X
Cass's Hazelnut & my Brownie Cheese were YUM YUM!!!

X'mas EVE ended then here come X'mas 25thDEC!

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a remix Christmas song from Disney

Been youtube-ing for all the beautiful Christmas carols. Don't like those modernized or remix techno version ones, still preferred those familiar good old melody!

*Silent night Holy night All is calm All is bright~~*
*Make my wish come true. All I want for Christmas is... You~~*
*You better watch out You better not cry You better not~~*
*Joy to the world The Lord is come...~~*

Mariah Carey had one of the most & the best X'mas songs videos. Also I heard from Witney Houston, Beyond, Miley Cyrus, Hilary Duff & David Archulet (NEW)**! nice

OKAY, back to my X'mas 25th DEC!
UncleJim's X'mas dinner feat *YUM*

Jealous or what?! *lick*

Other than food, Christmas is also to get together with your friends to celebrate it with joy fun & laughter! Sorry BX for not able to go celebrate with you guys, but my turkey hams here are fabulous! lolololololol~

Also UncleJim's grandsons are mix-blood. That's why all 3 looked so handsome!

took a picture with the youngest 4yr old grandson :D

im in a blogging mood but I had to piah finish my HW 1st, tata~

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Merry X'mas! <3

2009-12-25T14:30:00.007+08:00

2nd DEC MUMMY turned 50!

LOVE her e most *muack*

this is an important event which is my mum's 50th（笑）
Also wishing all DEC babies, my cousins friends & SMY a Happy Birthday!

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This Christmas is lacking of the atmosphere!!!

isst because the lack of X'mas songs in the malls? The missing of X'mas trees? Lesser X'mas cards? Or the old & boring X'mas movies being replayed again and again on TV?

I don't know o.o

BUT IM one lucky guy which is being invited with my family to my dad ex- colleague's Christmas dinner! It an annual thingy unless his colleague Uncle Jim went oversea.

So gonna enjoy myself with his homemade X'mas dinner! By the way, he is a ang-mo with great culinary skill! hehe.

Also I received a cute little present from my test-tube baby in X'mas eve. It was sad that we did not take a picture together, and I realised that before another year going to end we will definitely meet-up 1st :D Going to "read" his present after my X'mas dinner party!

tata going off soon~ & wishing everybody a
MERRY CHRISTMAS!

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JunLynn's Wedding!

2009-12-22T13:23:00.011+08:00

Junlynn's Wedding

Cousin wedding lunch was a rushing preparation as they faced some family problem. Tradition like somehow said that they need to marry or else they will need to wait around 2 years more?

Many couples had their in-advanced booking for their wedding's dinner, having only 2 months of preparation they managed to have a wedding's lunch instead. It was impressive that they managed to plan it all in the 2 rushing months.

future pilot husband!!!

Parents went for the Chinese wedding tea ceremony in the morning, so my sisters & I took a taxis and met them directly at the Conrad hotel for the wedding lunch in noon.

We were all excited upon arriving at hotel where we see the Christmas Teddy Tree! Took some pictures before going in to the hall for lunch. Although it was a wedding lunch, in the hall it felt as if im in a dinner instead because of the dim lighting.

The X'mas TEDDY Tree!

Sisters jiejie **all the singles ladeee**~

Uncle Nelson's family

The food was served in portion. Everyone had their own given portion, no more no less. Not the typical Chinese wedding dinner where they served the food in the centre of the table where everyone can take their own portion of food.

1st up was the cold dish appetizer!

followed by all the typical dishes such as the chicken fish abalone+veg, etc.

Not to miss the mouth-watering shark fin soup *lick*

Serving of food was long, so I took a few pictures. Also to help my parents to capture a few picture together with all the relative which they had not met for long.

all the old peepoo lolooloolollolololol~

Then the prawns are finally served!
each person 2 only -oo-"

Aunt came with more prawns for us, cute sia.

Then we took pictures with the bride!

ME n JunLynnCousin :D

Ended the lunch with a not-very-nice mango sago.
Ah Gong talking to his brother & the rest say byebye!

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with manymany blessing to the newlywed!

IM sad because:
- I lost my chio red bowtie
- I lost my wallet but return without my $80
- I can't buy present for SMY

IM happy because:
- My test-tube baby cares about me
- My NOV payday coming
- I had great time with Godric YongWei XueYu Hao & SMY!

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metal challenge

2009-12-17T01:45:00.006+08:00

The pain of the mind is worse than the pain of the body

I could not stop it, when all my memories replayed themselves again & again. I've lost the control of my semi-strong mind, as the wound of my heart got deeper & deeper as it's being recap back.

What's wrong with me.

Studies • Friendship • Mental mindset • Family
Everything is a challenge for me to tackle it down.

I'm really shagged and exhausted to bother much now.
Working & exercising are ways for me to relax now.

I'm so glad to make some great friends in my StarHub work place. Sally, KunXiang, Candice, Jio, Sharmaine, Vanessa, WeiLiang, Dian, Shafiq, Mike, Alfred, Yean! +++ many many more.

I guess that by working, it probably made me to a stronger person?
With sale or not, I got to tell myself to be positive or just be contented.

Also there's a recent "WA-LAH!" from a StarHub customer stirring some SH!T here. Heard that because of this matter, my whole department sales will be delay even the sale for that very customer is not by my company.

May we wake up from the nightmare ASAP.

my heavy eye bag could not hold back my tear anymore.

The pain so overwhelming, it leaves me down on my knees.
The pain so intense, my eyes tears, and my heart bleeds.

-Tony (朋友）

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Looking at the brighter side my Absolute Boyfriend Zettai Kareshi is going to broadcast on Channel U for it's special episode! During the advertisement, playing the familiar melody and showing the preview of the special episode, made me teared.

It's so memorable & touching watching the drama. I remembered it's shown on TV every Friday 11:30pm, then around 11pm I'll quickly rushed home from Basketball with Sherman & ZhaoHao. It was fun playing with them but things had change, it's no longer the same. .. ...

Anyway, back to my Absolut BF!!!

"Remember to catch me in the special episode!" (笑)

I still prefer Japanese drama, idols, cultures, music compared to the Korean industry where many girls are being hypnotizes by them *rolled eyes*

Also if you think you're unable to catch the special episode on TV, don't be worry, because I have the link for the special episode. Enjoy & support this touching love story <3 href="http://www.mysoju.com/absolute-boyfriend-zettai-kareshi/">
*Absolute Boyfriend (Zettai Kareshi 絶対彼氏) special EP!*

GTG to work! tata~

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