this is what I really wanna.had a great 11hours of sleep, gtg to school!
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Tuesday, February 09, 2010 @ THIS IS WAD I WANT.
this is what I really wanna.had a great 11hours of sleep, gtg to school!
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Thursday, February 04, 2010 @ wad I want
What I really want for my birthday?
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Monday, February 01, 2010 @ better be a FANTASTICfeb
Goodbye to Jarring January!
Hello Fantastic FEBRUARY!
Hello Fantastic FEBRUARY!
I can finally say that I SURVIVED this January where I'm in a "Mess-up" lifestyle. I'm still warming up to my 2010 and struggling with my school, time management and also friends. Totally burn out and my brain cells are dying.
With my Olevel examination this year, I have to take charge of my life & mastered myself with these two skills which will greatly benefit in my daily life.
...
Self-Discipline
&
Time Management
Although it might sounded stupid to you but I must admit that I totally does not posses with any of those. so Do you? I'll slowly and makes small changes as life continue and try my best to mastered these basic skill.
NO over-eating
NO sleeping later than 11pm in weekday
NO late-coming for school, meeting, etc
NO sleeping in class
NO wasting my time on my lappy
NO more "daydreaming" in class
& the list goes on.. ... ...
This February many changes (GOOD n BAD) are happening too.
- MY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
- MY LAST MONTH IN SYFC before step down in March!
&
Time Management
Although it might sounded stupid to you but I must admit that I totally does not posses with any of those. so Do you? I'll slowly and makes small changes as life continue and try my best to mastered these basic skill.
NO over-eating
NO sleeping later than 11pm in weekday
NO late-coming for school, meeting, etc
NO sleeping in class
NO wasting my time on my lappy
NO more "daydreaming" in class
& the list goes on.. ... ...
This February many changes (GOOD n BAD) are happening too.
What's GOOD?
- MY 16TH BIRTHDAY!- MY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
- MY LAST MONTH IN SYFC before step down in March!
What's BAD?
- MY SJAB CCA STUPID CHANGES
- MY SAME SJAB HQ EVENT HAVING "POP"
- MY SAME SJAB COMMITMENT FOR IT'S COMPETITION extra 1 day training
If I would say in a more polite manner, it's more of me saying that "what I'm looking forward to" and "what I hate it happening soon". If you can tell, my current CCA is very chaotic situation and I'm just going to be myself, working to my ability to survive through my last 5-6months here.
It is sad to say I crudely feel nothing toward the CCA except the fun-loving people here which kept me going on here. Maybe all uniform group (UG) is not my cup of "tea".
since IM taking about my "Marvelous" CCA here, let's me share with you guys the master parade where all my school's UG come together just to listen to my pricipal's short speech.
my smallsmall corp
here the BAD arrangement by my school's NPCC! If you are able to see carefully, only SJAB was push under the hot blazing sun! *shake head*
Ming Neng Von
oneS of the few who made me endure till my sec4 years.
- MY SAME SJAB HQ EVENT HAVING "POP"
- MY SAME SJAB COMMITMENT FOR IT'S COMPETITION extra 1 day training
If I would say in a more polite manner, it's more of me saying that "what I'm looking forward to" and "what I hate it happening soon". If you can tell, my current CCA is very chaotic situation and I'm just going to be myself, working to my ability to survive through my last 5-6months here.
It is sad to say I crudely feel nothing toward the CCA except the fun-loving people here which kept me going on here. Maybe all uniform group (UG) is not my cup of "tea".
since IM taking about my "Marvelous" CCA here, let's me share with you guys the master parade where all my school's UG come together just to listen to my pricipal's short speech.
my smallsmall corp
here the BAD arrangement by my school's NPCC! If you are able to see carefully, only SJAB was push under the hot blazing sun! *shake head*
Ming Neng VononeS of the few who made me endure till my sec4 years.
embarking another busy week ahead.. ... ... tata~
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Monday, January 25, 2010 @ SCHell
STARHUB STARHUB STARHUB! ... (keep repeating)
MY PAYDAY IS COMING! :X
NOV payday $$$ is pushed together with DEC payday $$$. Soon, I'll be collecting my moo-lah & meeting with my colleagues! I wondered how are they adapting to school? (for some) How are they doing? While IM still adjusting my "body clock" to sleep earlier at night & struggled through my January school days...
Chaotic and hectic school life do stress me out too, however IM still glad I still have my close buddies to guide me through in my studies, etc. Jac Hadi Jeannie B4L & my recess peepoos!
MY PAYDAY IS COMING! :X
NOV payday $$$ is pushed together with DEC payday $$$. Soon, I'll be collecting my moo-lah & meeting with my colleagues! I wondered how are they adapting to school? (for some) How are they doing? While IM still adjusting my "body clock" to sleep earlier at night & struggled through my January school days...
Chaotic and hectic school life do stress me out too, however IM still glad I still have my close buddies to guide me through in my studies, etc. Jac Hadi Jeannie B4L & my recess peepoos!
Vanessa since last year kept lending me her camera till today, felt very appreciative for her to allow me taking so many chio-CLEAR images!
&&& my recess peepoos are the ones who're ever encouraging & lifting up my spirit
Tai-Ti (BIG2.5) & "make up to 10" is the GAME! HUATarh!
HuiLi HuiLi HuiLi!!! _iao p_ao pi_o!ai-ya never manage to capture a picture of MinYu.
& There was a Chinese Oral lesson on last Friday & this coming one... Lessons were boring as we were told to read a passage and wait till it is our turn. Holding onto Vanessa's chio-CLEAR camera, I took a few shot of my classmates!
EYES BIG BIG pose: ZhanKang & ZhaoHaoThere was this auto-smile detector where the SMART-camera will auto detect people smiles and snap it! Auto snap shot the picture, damm cool bodoh!
SMILE SMILE SMILE *snap!*
off to chiong my DNT's research for O's level. & did I mention the topic to you guys yet? It is "Selection"! WOW-ed right, totally can't think of a practical idea.
In the end I decided on designing something for displaying & arrangement of the clothing in department stores. Wish me luck with all the innovative ideas "POP"-ing out into my mind!
& dear B4L-hao accompanied me to Orchard ION in the SUNDAYnight for some snapping of picture for my research. Everyone was so busy, touched that he still willing to accompany me!
It was hard to snap pictures of the shop outlets as the shop keeper will be keeping a lookout at me. Felt kindda embarrassed yet I still "thick face" go snap snap here & there. (笑)
Also I realised while working on my research, I did not bother or look out for any clothing for CNY. IM so focus lah! Probably going for my CNY shopping spree this SAT with fellow buddies.
shall *SHINGZ* off with my DNT! buai buai
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SMILE SMILE SMILE *snap!*off to chiong my DNT's research for O's level. & did I mention the topic to you guys yet? It is "Selection"! WOW-ed right, totally can't think of a practical idea.
In the end I decided on designing something for displaying & arrangement of the clothing in department stores. Wish me luck with all the innovative ideas "POP"-ing out into my mind!
& dear B4L-hao accompanied me to Orchard ION in the SUNDAYnight for some snapping of picture for my research. Everyone was so busy, touched that he still willing to accompany me!
It was hard to snap pictures of the shop outlets as the shop keeper will be keeping a lookout at me. Felt kindda embarrassed yet I still "thick face" go snap snap here & there. (笑)
Also I realised while working on my research, I did not bother or look out for any clothing for CNY. IM so focus lah! Probably going for my CNY shopping spree this SAT with fellow buddies.
shall *SHINGZ* off with my DNT! buai buai
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@ Birthday BOY & GIRL!
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY... BIRTHDAY 2 you!There are a numbers of January Babies! Such as Jeannie's (4th), Irsyad's (5th), Shawn's (8th), Manfred's (14th), Jennifer's (18th), Jeff's (19th), HuiMin's (21st), Auntie Ah-ee Nacy (22nd)(above), BangXiang & Auntie Ah-ee Susan (23rd)!!!
I did not copy facebook's birthday list hor, just doting down those I know & close to them one...
Anyway on the birthday's eve of Auntie Nacy's birthday, we little kids went to had a feat again @ her place! The last time was the Crab feat, & although it's her birthday... we just let her cook for us a simple meal. heeheee....
She is the ah-ee who make manymany YUMMY cakes & pastries!!!
bought her this YUM YUM choco cake from 4leaves...
HuiXian VonVon JacqSO THE CNY-ish!
She was like saying it been a few years since she celebrated her birthday. I was rather surprised upon hearing this & hoped she liked all the present by her beloved nieces & nephews.
It is always a joy visiting her place as she will always whip up sth nice for everyone to eat & to take away too :X I must control my intake of food in her house, or else my diet plan will sure be a FAILURE.
SO we took some pictures after meals.
Everyone was so high, laughing crapping etc.
Everyone was so high, laughing crapping etc.
Jacq & SAMeow!
"Quick come take a picture ley, birthday girl!"She was so delighted upon hearing birthday GIRL!
it was suppose to be a jump shot. (FAIL) After digestion & pictures, daddy drove everyone back home in his piggy VAN :D CAN squeeze up to 8 peeepoos kay!So after Ah-ee Nacy birthday is Ah-ee Susan & BangXiang's birthday!
Went out to buy Bang's present & had JapBUFFET dinner with Bang.
LOOK BELOW. it describe ME not him
(T-shirt says)... after the veryvery FULL buffetEarly in the morning Edgar SMS-ed me sth like "Sorry bro, can't go running." *YAWN* *I skipped my SYFC & you can't?!* but he had competition these few days so nvm, poor guy.
followed by a SMS by Hadianti saying that she can't make it to go buy Bang's present together. PANGSEH! because she needa eat she lunch and wash her hair cut her hair. T.T
Finally it was afternoon & IM still making Bang's card... After that rushed off to town with Jacinta MunMun & Niang for Bang's present. They shared a NUM pencilcase which is like fcuking expensive which I don't think it worth the $$$. While I shared with Jerome tgt buy him 2 undies & Show Luo album!
so practical right?! *laugh*
at first still wonder what size BX wear :D
met up with the girls @ E!hub then was about to surprise BX but he surprised us instead as he walked pass us when we are still writing his birthday card. *OMG* *FAIL!*Then we met up with Robin & co. for the dinner buffet. It was kindda quiet as the laughter & noises were from the rowdy guys. Soon, I was happily ordering a lot of food... ... ...
FOOD were served in no time & just as we are about to finish sth, another was served! It was kindda rushing, did not really took time to enjoy the meal. Sorry Jasmine Jeannie Mun Niang for ordering too many food ><"!
I learn sth from Cass! Wear jacket when you're going for buffet, or else you will needa suck your tummy after meal! & at the most show off your Bulging belly to everyone then. I wore the wrong clothing :X
Our very knightly Birthday BOY!
KABOOM! fly $$$ FLY!~
Group Picture
it feel so empty without BX Diana & also like XH here? ZR? Julian?The remaining people (above) don't feel like going home so early, however we had no place to head to. Bo bian, then went home & seriously we just eat a lot, never talk much :X
@ least our MR. BDAY boy is happy :D
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Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @ stay & believe in me
Ashley Parker Angel - Apology
Close to you, so far away,
A rented room, an empty space,
Sirens bleeding through the open door,
Movie scene in black and white,
The snow falls down alone tonight.
No one's ever felt like this before.
What went wrong with you and me?
This is my apology.
'Cos even when I fall asleep, you stay with me,
You stay with me.
Stuck inside a broken frame,
Watching as seasons change,
Hoping time will finally set me free,
Suddenly, you're standing there,
A crowded street, a lonely stare,
A thousand miles of traffic in between.
What went wrong with you and me?
This is my apology.
From the moment that I leave, you stay with me,
You stay with me.
Every letter that you wrote stays with me,
And every promise that I broke, stays with me,
And everything that's left inside, stays with me,
It stays with me.
Close to you, so far away,
A rented room, an empty space,
Sirens bleeding through the open door,
Movie scene in black and white,
The snow falls down alone tonight.
No one's ever felt like this before.
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A strong relationship will need to go through ups & downs. Not being able to adapt to my current school schedules, I will try my very best to work harder get use to it & score well for my O's. Therefore at the meantime with all my attitude & an usual "quiet" behavior of mine, please don't misunderstand anything.
I do have my explanation.
Last year with the tension with jac-me jac-hadi, we do get even closer than before. This year I hope after I get use to sec4 life, then I will find a time to clear all the sh!t that we had. Afterall it takes 2 hands to clap/fight.
3 short-term goal for now:
1. To get use to my busy lifestyle ASAP
2. Exercise more Eat less, anorexia also nvm
3. Need more time & understanding from the people around me
2. Exercise more Eat less, anorexia also nvm
3. Need more time & understanding from the people around me
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Saturday, January 16, 2010 @ Softball Carnival
Saturday Morning!
went jogging with Edgar (gal) and decided to drop down to Damai sec to support our buds @ their Softball Carnival. Although the waiting time & their matches were kindda draggy, at least I get to learn to understand how to play the game :D
IM still not getting use to school for the 2nd week. Especially when the CCA which I have totally no interest, is going to take up lots of my time. It is sure unfortunate but I'll try my best to endure, WASTING my time there. *rolled eyes*
As for others more personal matters, I'll try to stay positive and try to give in. I also think things more openly already, as I felt in the end by having just this mindset it will lead me to no where and in the end I'll be the one suffering only. So why not take a step back?
I don't wanna to lose any of my precious** already.
I don't wanna suffer the same pain 3years ago.
---just RANTING out---
Anyway I'll be having short updates here and then.
&&& LATEST NEWS from "My Paper"
"StarHub" offering KaraOK! *WEE-ness* my dad likes!
hope to get to sell this service to everyone soon! :D
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went jogging with Edgar (gal) and decided to drop down to Damai sec to support our buds @ their Softball Carnival. Although the waiting time & their matches were kindda draggy, at least I get to learn to understand how to play the game :D
IM still not getting use to school for the 2nd week. Especially when the CCA which I have totally no interest, is going to take up lots of my time. It is sure unfortunate but I'll try my best to endure, WASTING my time there. *rolled eyes*
As for others more personal matters, I'll try to stay positive and try to give in. I also think things more openly already, as I felt in the end by having just this mindset it will lead me to no where and in the end I'll be the one suffering only. So why not take a step back?
I don't wanna to lose any of my precious** already.
I don't wanna suffer the same pain 3years ago.
---just RANTING out---
Anyway I'll be having short updates here and then.
&&& LATEST NEWS from "My Paper"
"StarHub" offering KaraOK! *WEE-ness* my dad likes!
hope to get to sell this service to everyone soon! :D
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Monday, January 11, 2010 @ *signals* to the brain
I survived the 1st week of school!
School been normal with some small changes with the teachers and the "feel" of it. Honestly speaking, with all the stressing by all my teachers... I've to Congratz them for convincing me that Olevel is really coming & IM tensed. Actually more tensed up with the assignments given by them -oo-"!
*WORK OVERLOAD*
*BRAIN JAM*
*OUT OF MEMORY*
so many signals are alerting... & many more are coming :(
10days past in this 2010 and there were so many unhappy events/stuff happened to me. IM feeling so weak physically & mentally. Although its might be some minor stuff to you guys but I do take it to heart, I mind! Wished that will 雨过天晴！
1. Pimple outbreak *POP!*
2. Too many assignments x.x
3. Stop growing TALL *JUMP! WJ, Jump!*
4. grow even heavier in my weight, SH!T =="
5. SJAB IS, & going to further eat up into my life.
6. Feel tuition teacher don't have the heart to teach me
7. School CCA open house took up my weekend
8. disappointments with buddies & don't know how to voice it out
9. NP open house trip mood was spoiled by some people
10. Photobucket siaosiao & pictures are not able to be shown
so long for now, IM still trying to lose weight by exercising more & to write down what I've eaten everyday. With the 10 (fuckup) stuff, I believe you also can tell that how "happy" that I've been doing for the past few days.
ALERT ALERT ALERT
*BACK TO SCHOOL*
*GO TO SLEEP*
*WAKE UP IN 4HOURS TIME*
(bad habits are hard to die, SAD.)
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School been normal with some small changes with the teachers and the "feel" of it. Honestly speaking, with all the stressing by all my teachers... I've to Congratz them for convincing me that Olevel is really coming & IM tensed. Actually more tensed up with the assignments given by them -oo-"!
*WORK OVERLOAD*
*BRAIN JAM*
*OUT OF MEMORY*
so many signals are alerting... & many more are coming :(
10days past in this 2010 and there were so many unhappy events/stuff happened to me. IM feeling so weak physically & mentally. Although its might be some minor stuff to you guys but I do take it to heart, I mind! Wished that will 雨过天晴！
1. Pimple outbreak *POP!*
2. Too many assignments x.x
3. Stop growing TALL *JUMP! WJ, Jump!*
4. grow even heavier in my weight, SH!T =="
5. SJAB IS, & going to further eat up into my life.
6. Feel tuition teacher don't have the heart to teach me
7. School CCA open house took up my weekend
8. disappointments with buddies & don't know how to voice it out
9. NP open house trip mood was spoiled by some people
10. Photobucket siaosiao & pictures are not able to be shown
so long for now, IM still trying to lose weight by exercising more & to write down what I've eaten everyday. With the 10 (fuckup) stuff, I believe you also can tell that how "happy" that I've been doing for the past few days.
ALERT ALERT ALERT
*BACK TO SCHOOL*
*GO TO SLEEP*
*WAKE UP IN 4HOURS TIME*
(bad habits are hard to die, SAD.)
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